omg, my blog's like dead ): i need tags people, even if i dont update!
anyway, i shall post abt everything that's been going on since er, 11th April :/

ELL SCHOLARSHIP INTERVIEW
heh, it was OKAY. i mean it. well, it could've gone alot worst
and it wasn't as bad as i imagined it to be :D
the only problem was that once i came out of the interview
i could not remember ANYTHING that i said :/ oops? STM!

i remember saying that i don't read the papers (I WAS BEING HONEST!)
and they asked me why teenagers nowadays don't read the papers
to which i gave some shitty answer which i don't really wanna discuss :/
WHATEVER, IT IS OVER AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE WHAT I DID/SAID
i just hope i get that scholarship cause i really want/need it (:

NOMINEES CAMP
OMG, such a fucking tiring stressful and completely worthwhile camp :D
i mean, it made me feel like shit and cause serious lack of sleep
BUT it was a great experience and i really learned loads
so, even if i don't get into council, i'm glad i went for the camp (:
(but i really do wanna get into council, so please vote? :D)

oh, here comes the first pissing point of the camp.
THE FUCKING SC INTERVIEW WAS ON THE SAME FUCKING DAY AS THE DAMNED ELL INTERVIEW
like, wtf!? but honestly, i think my ELL interview went loads better then SC
the only thing i'm glad of is that they didn't tell me to re-consider running for SC
which i take as a fantabulous sign cause they said that to some people (:

okay, basically, we had to organise our own Finale
including entertainment, food, logistics, prayer and reflection, EVERYTHING.
so, we split into groups and got our proposals rejected like 3 times
before realising that we hadn't even approved the main theme
it was damn screwed up cause everyone started arguing for like 30mins
some fuckers were arguing for the sake of bloody arguing, assholes.
in the end, the thing was settled in under 5mins by Emu. fuck them losers.

all that happened on Friday evening + night. Saturday morning was alright, sorta :/
we had to wake up at like 5AM (slept at 1:30AM) and PT started at 6:15AM.
they made us ran FIVE HUNDRED AND TWENTY ROUNDS as a council
so each person ran abt 11 round each, wtf!? 3.850km. AT 6:15 AM IN THE DAMN MORNING!

yeah well, in the end everything was approved :D but the actual Finale event was bad.
i screwed up my section, Don't Forget the Lyrics, cause the music wouldn't load
and i wasn't a very good emcee ): but it was okay cause everyone helped stall (:

i'm really happy cause i came back with a great experience and many more new friends
now i know even more awesome people in CJC and that makes me feel great :D


Saturday evening/night was not good. i mean, i really didn't expect you to react that way; i thought you'd be happy for us. i still don't understand why you reacted that way, but it doesn't matter anymore. i know you guys talked it out and that you've settled everything between yourselves. honestly, i don't really wanna know what you guys said, all i want is you to come back. please don't go away cause you know that you're really important to me. can't you see that from the fact that we told it to you personally? we could've easily just SMSed you then i wouldn't have had to see your reaction, but we didn't take the easy way out. if we can go back to where we were, can you explain it all to me? please..


i'm really tired, of everything, but i'll make it through (:


I AM SORRY DARREN
FOR MISSING YOUR BIRTHDAY PARTY!
come on man, i've apologised like a gazillion times, can you let it go??
i gave you a huge hug and ate that disgusting cake of yours!
I. AM. SORRY. FORGIVE. ME. PLEASE.
i'll give you another huge hug if you can get your class to vote for me :D
and thanks for being an awesome friend/bro even though i haven't been great to you (:

campaigning starts this fucking friday and i have no idea what shit to do
i mean, group campaign is fine (with Dhillon, Rie and Ben :D)
but i don't know what to put into my individual speech!
and i don't know whether i dare speak in front of everyone :/

what do you guys, as potential voters, want to hear me say?

sorry, i know i've been cursing a lot, but i'm feeling quite pissed and tired so just bare with me

HAHA THIS IS DAMN FUNNY. :D

WHOOOOTS, THE MOST AWESOME POST OF THE WEEK.
if only it was not just a day. (if only it were true)

BOGGLE BOARD. can anyone find the words? it has supposedly 91 words.


oh man, wednesday morning was awesome (:
i was in the foyer for magazine, then the J2 canoeing guys walked past !!
OMG OMG OMG, DAMN FREAKING HOT MAN. like buff arms, broad chest, six-pac. OMG! :D
it was complete bliss i tell you. heaven :D until AHEM walked past.
TOTALLY RUINED MY AWESOME VIEW, ARGH! damn you boy! :P

anyway, me is can't waiting for tmr :D get out of the house and get free hugs!
this week has been awesome (apart from the teeny weeny fact that i was sick) (:
but i got to go window shopping! (which i don't like, no sense of fulfillment)

oh and i stuck down my Garskin. it's the textured smiling cloud one :D
i overlooked the textured bit, not realising how uncomfortable it is
when i rest my wrists on the laptop when i'm typing :/ it scratches!

oh oh oh! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUTHU! :D
it was on tuesday and Justin didn't believe me when i told him.
why can't 2 people have the same birthdate??
i havent found anyone with the same birthdate yet ):

and happy belated birthday to my lil' cousin Jay also :D

i forgot to blog about choir concert (: it was alright..
kinda used to performing onstage, so there was no kick :/
felt so normal, wasn't nervous at all. makes it kinda boring for me
oh but the main choir was awesome :D why do they get the fun songs AFTER we leave?!

I EXPECT ALL GUYS TO READ THE 102 THINGS GUYS NEED TO KNOW POST
AND MY LIST OF PERFECT TRAITS :D
and well, everything in my profile cause it's awesome :D

OH OH! CELINE WAS DAMN FUNNY THURS MORNING. seriously, there's something about her..
she came into class and saw Andrew. "OH YOU'RE BACK!" -touches his arm/shoulder -
"OOH MUSCLES!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ANDREW'S FACE WAS PRICELESS :D

Andrew came back on thurs from canoeing competitions (he didnt actually compete)
he came back and complained abt being dark, so i compared with him and says
"YOU'RE NOT DARKER, YOU'RE JUST REDDER!" -he whines- "NO I'M DARKER!"
he refuses to give up, fine. later in the day, both Sam and Rachelle say
"ANDREW, YOU'RE SO RED!" HAHAHA, HIS FACE TOTALLY COLLAPSED :D

gosh, i love my class. :D

i art currently in love with this :D

Don't Stop Believin'
Just a small town girl
livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train goin' anywhere
Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train goin' anywhere

A singer in a smoky room
The smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the nights
Streetlights, people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the nights

Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time

Some will win, some will lose
Some are born to sing the blues
And now the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching in the nights
Streetlights, people
Living just to find emotion
Hiding somewhere in the nights

Don't stop believin
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight, people
(repeat)

Don't stop!

31. You are cute in raglan-sleeved T-shirts (two-toned baseball undershirts).

32. We love it when you hug us from behind and whisper in our ear.
(i super super super agree with this, it is awesome!)

33. “Fine” is NEVER an appropriate response when I ask you how I look.

34. Most of the time when I fantasize, it’s about you. Don’t obsess over that.

35. I expect you to call me. If you don’t, you go down.

Dear Celine,

I don't know how to break this news to you, but I want a divorce.

I can't take it anymore! You go around touching other girls so intimately right in front of me all the time and never stop to think about how I feel?! I know i haven't been the best of wives, Celine, but what have I done for you to torment me so?! You don't allow me to touch you and you're crap in bed, but you dare fondle with other girls and even smack the guys' butts! I am really very disappointed in you, Celine.

You have left me with no choice but to file for a divorce. I'll be moving in with my lover, Jiwon. Yes, we have been having an affair, but at least we don't do it in plain view! We are planning to get married soon. I hope you won't come running up the alter with a bloodied knife. You'll receive a letter from my attorney soon.

Without Wax,
Kellie

HAHAHAHAHAH

muthu showed me this.

HAHAHAHAHAH

:D

omg, THIS IS SOOOOO STUPID. BOTH THE GUY AND GIRL DESERVE TO DIE.
what kind of girlfriend does this?! if you wanted to break, do it in PRIVATE not on FACEBOOK!
and what kind of boyfriend flirts so disgustingly and openly on FACEBOOK when his girlfriend can easily see it?!

THIS VIDEO IS DAMN FUNNY :D view here
Darren gave me this link cause i told him to entertain me
it worked (:

in the next month, i am going to attempt to keep a low profile
as low as possible, considering what i have already done :/

alrght, i don't feel like posting anymore. just one more thing left
I LOVE YOUUUU :D to shreya, angeline, lyi, jiwon, darren, muthu!

28. Shave your face, no matter how cool you think your goatee or beard or mustache looks, we probably hate it. We like you clean shaven.

29. Show off a little, we think it’s cute.

30. You are our boyfriend, our man, our protector, whether you know it or not, you are; act like it.