its not what you think it is
its not how its gonna end up.

i know it may be hard on you,
but dont give up. persist.
theres strength in you, just search.


whatever you've gone through, its merely the tip of th iceberg
nothing more than that. what ure going to go through in future is
like a thousand times worse.

things will always go wrong, and from there worse.
lalalala, dumdedum, who cares what he or she says.
its your life
its your choice.
its your commitment.
its your consequence.

iloveyou.
like i've always said, be strong; dont give up.

i'm here. always :D

so much for family. they dont even know me. i dont know what the fuck they've been doing for the last 16 years of my life. sure, they care. if they cared, they would've known that the more they try to force me, the more i will resist. then again, they wouldn't know. they never found out that i spent the last few weeks leading to my PSLE going to the arcade on the pretext that i had remedials. even though i brought a change of clothes, they never realised. family what do they care about? my life seems more to be a business transaction than an actual life. no no, she doesn't need encouragement, just scold her whenever she does badly and completely ignore it when she does well. it doesn't matter how she feels, it's just another investment.
fuck.

i know i'm ranting, but i can't help it.

why does it feel like we're drifting apart?
i think it's my fault, i'm sorry i keep blaming you

school today was complete crap.
the talks were stupid&boring.

i've NEVER done so badly for chem before..
this is a horrible time to fail, just before my Os
i can only be glad this ISN'T my Os.

does anyone know when's the CJC open house this year?

&i've decided that i wanna do Leisure & Resort Management
but not in poly. i WILL do well for Os. i WILL do well for As.

oh, FINALLY!! i've got an email & a call from Gap :D
i can go collect my Gap 1969 Premium Jeans le
too bad only can collect at Suntec City..
maybe i'll do it next friday if there's time before my concert :D
I'M GOING FOR F1 ROCKS! gonna see NO DOUBT! GWEN STEFANI!!

yo! this post is to advertise FIONA!..
yeahh, i selling her CHEEAAAPPP CHEEAAPPP!!
5 FOR $2 hahhas, jkjk laaaa.

gogo! FEEDYOURCLOSET/REYREINA :D
latest spree here!

seee! i rawks! should get medal of commendation,
statue of my wonderful self, etcetc.
hahhas, i should get paid for this advertising lor!
$50 PER CHARACTER!

yay, blogger is working properly now! :D
thou shalt post some pictures!

this was my breakfast in bedroom on thursday :D PRATA!


oooohh, mama brought me to a swiss restaurant on tuesday :D buffet!
this my main course:
some cheesy pasta :D cant rmb what it's called
[the presentation was not so yucky, i mixed it up at first before rmbing to take a pic..]

this mama's. beef something [very salty..]

desert! nice, but i didnt finish it, was too full from the cheese pasta.. :D


sandy! cute right? that's jem's bed. she was chewing the parrot

hah! the effect coool right? i just wrote kjshy there, but the ink spread itself out


ooooh, dash! he's playing with the rope toy :D
found him some cool sunglasses :D but now he's wearing a beanie

my blog's alive!
well, it'll only be alive for as long as i can update
but i cant use com most of the time
&someone is too lazy to update for me. hmpf!

yay :D today very nice!
now shoulders not sore le, hehehe
we should've studied more.. oops?

thou hasth an announcement!
JARED IS AFRAID OF SANDY!
hahahahaah! she keep barking at him, so he scared her :D

today is September 11.. ):
a minute's silence

CRUMPLER, CRUMPLER, CRUMPLER
soooo, is it for christmas or what?
3more $40 wallets nonono. dream on!
oooohhh, I want a new wallet!
well, new-old wallet. i want back my stolen one.. ):
&also want SE W995! &CRUMPLER!! :D

my blog's dying!
tags please people!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JESSIE :D
hahahs, old already yeahh? :D
09/09/09

mm monday was nice :D
yougurt! hehehe, it's still in my fridge!
but loads of the beebee's gone.. oops?
friday should come faster

i am very bored ):
i wanna go out, go shopping! but cannot ):

ooohh, mama doesnt mind! :D

i wanna post pictures, but my blogger's still down ):
&i cant use my lappy anyway.. poop.

one mad post gets them back for one day.
after that? left more alone than before.
why bother if that's gonna happen? dont even try this time.

ouch. right.

happy belated birthday minimax! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIMBO! :D

monday was nice :D
school was crap, but at least i got free sweets!
&i spent last night laughing
idk why i was laughing so much
but it was good :D

prelims not going thaaatt well
but okay, i guess
should be can do quite well :D
[or improve at least..]

fiona's new shirt very cute
shre&i want one too!! :D