The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books. define lots.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if- it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. define lots.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

i really dont know why i did this. im just bored. HELP~

i have livejournal now! LOL. here!
i made it for fun :D &cause im bored.
dont think i'll actually update it or anything, heh

the following pic represents my mood
fyi, that pic is a good mood :D LOL

lol, was talking to zachary just now
he's crazy over this game N
i tried it, killed myself every single time, grrrr!
go try! tell me how to win this game! LOL


i love my latest masterpiece :D
LOL, it's the OFFICIALLY HORNY pic
kellie rawks admit it!

yes i said the name, no reason not too XD

yay! shre's joining me for amaths tuition in wed :D
loser, needs to meet early to go for tuition, why?
im afraid i'll get lost bloody hell LOL.

then again, it's a rational fear
considering how she has absolutely ZERO sense of direction
yes, i know you love me loads :D

muahahahaha!

ohyeahh, i love my didi!
lol, dunno why i said that
just felt like saying that :D

WHOOOPEEE~!
i got a new wallet :DD
i've been like looking at this wallet for AGES :D
lol, glad i went flag day today
&thank goodness fiona was there
if not i wldnt have gotten the wallet
cause no money.. LOL
but now i owe fiona $29..
aiyah. wheee~


i got the sony cybershot :D so played with it during lunch :D

yes, kellie &her expert paparazzi skills :D


&this is our retarding skills :D


this pic reminds me of Bugsy from Bedtime Stories :D

kellie rawks

physics tuition was good today :D
i knew almost all the answers, WHEEE~

i realise i get headaches if i do surds for too long, LOL
we did surds for amaths tuition on wed. after 5qns, my head hurt
after 7qns, i looked up and the whiteboard was shaking.
after 8qns, i gave up. LOL :D

i realise i have nothing to count down to anymore
no shre, i will NOT countdown to your bday.
&i have no reason to countdown to valentine's day, aiyah.
i shall countdown to.. uhh, i dunno. i'll think of something.

ooohh, i've decided not to study psychology.
cause i found out that a psychology DEGREE is useless,
you need AT LEAST a masters. &when you come out to work,
you usually start off working with MinDef studying psychological profiles
to see which department they should work in, BORING~
&i also realise i dont wanna sit down &listen to ppl moan abt their problems.

i shall come up with a list :D lol,
i shall list courses i can consider :D
people, HELP ME CHOOOSE ONE! please?

- psychology
- business
- media studies
- i've ran out of ideas, LOL

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary,
Rest your head
I'm permanent

i absolutely loveloveloveloveLOVE this song :DD Permanent by David Cook :D
&my love for the song has nothing to do with my love for the man LOL

i'm gonna study tomorrow. LOL yeahh, for real :D
gonna study with bryan &joan aft children's lit
i think we're skipping mass to study, oops? XD


&YES! LOL, shreya is OFFICIALLY HORNY MUAHAHAAHHAHAHA :D

i did chinese today until my hand is swollen. screw LCL.
she should be raped by osama, dumped in the nile, mutilated by beggers,
ripped apart by snails, left to rot in hell then burnt by african tribes.
hah, she didnt say anything about me today, she had no right to.
&she knows that if she does try anything, i'll just talk back.
plus i dont talk back nonsense. if she really wants to talk, she cant out talk me :D

grrr, tmr got flag day. aiyah, no solid excuse to pon this time XD
nevermind, im meeting FEEFEE tmr morning to go 'collect funds'
&i can leave early :D i hafta return the bag thingy by 12.30PM then off to tuition!

oooohh~ almost cute &reallyreally nice SJI dude at tuition :D LOL
thank goodness he doesnt know i have a blog, muahahhaha!
i shall walk home after tuition tmr :D

i dont like the new songs lately.
or maybe it's just cause im hooked on my current songs :D
sometimes i wish i could save you :DD

EVERYBODY'S GONNA LOVE TODAY
LOVE TODAY LOVE TODAY
EVERYBODY'S GONNA LOVE TODAY LOVE TODAY
ANYWAY YOU WANT TO ANYWAY YOU'VE GOT TO
LOVE LOVE ME LOVE LOVE ME LOVE LOVE

GIRL IN THE BLUE WITH THE BIG BUST ON
BIG BUST ON BIG BUST ON
WAIT TIL YOU'RE MAMA AND YOU'RE PAPA'S GONE
PAPA'S GONE MAMA MAMA PAPA
SHOCK SHOCK ME SHOCK SHOCK ME SHOCK SHOCK

DOOM DADADIDADIDOOM DADADIDADIDOOM~~

the magnetic bracelet with mysterious life-saving powers
LOL, qinli came up with that. or something like that

aiyah, hafta wake up early on sunday too..
i dont mind waking up early on sunday, but tmr!
grrr, stupid kavitha. bitch.

OOOOHH~ the debate motion!
eh, i cant rmb what it was..
shall ask shre later :D

chow!

ohyeah! hongzhang called ms chow saggy boo- to her face.
well, not on purpose, but accident-on purpose. that ass.
he got sent out of class. but he was sent out with all his books &stuff.
so he just stood there and read his book. stupid.

btw, chow! means bye :D

A Little Too Not Over You by David Archuleta
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand
Yeah, ohhh.

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you

Not over you, ooh.

i hate chinese yes, this may come as a surprise to most of you, but i do
&the fact that i've been doing chinese non-stop since 8PM doesnt help my cause.

i talked back to LCL today. wheee.
i seriously felt like punching her bloody face.
my hands were shaking. i was that close.

i just realised the bracelet louisse gave me is magnetic.
yeahh, i was trying to make it form a PERFECT circle
but it connected and become this worm-shaped thingy istead, LOL

i'm still writing the name.

i dont wanna sing sop2. the song sucks.
it's more boring than nina bobok and way harder

louisse owes me a massage, LOL &a look.
he's sposed to show me how O.o
actually looks like in real life. LOL

DONT STOP DANDAN! muahahahahah~!

I DONT WANNA WAKE UP EARLY ON A SUNDAY!! sobs.
hafta be in church by 8AM sunday morning.
gonna be in church til 12PM. wheeee~

i dont mind the last hour. LOVE IT, in fact :D
lol, i cant help but write the name over &over again
it's like a disease, omg. but a disease i WELCOME :D

grrr.. my hands are old. EWWWW!!
there're small, bony and full of lines.
they look so old, omg! sobs.

MAYBE.
my hope clings onto this solitary word.
PLEASE?!

******* :D

wheee~ today was funn :D lol, i actually collected $28 for the school, omg.
i was very brightly dressed :D LOL, orange striped blouse, red jeans &gold heels :D
was wearing my star top, a silver&a red belt, brown shorts &green sandals :D
gonna wear purple long top, three-quaters &black heels tmr :D
lol, suddenly my wardrobe is quite colourful :D YAY :D

gonna go out with my cousins tmr :D going to bugis junction i think, WHEEE~~
lol, my cousin has no sing cash &no ezlink card, HAHAHAHAAHHA!
gotta lend her some cash &a card, lol. we almost forgot abt that..

aiyah, i got no cash LOL. &no,
i dont open any angpaos until the 15th day of CNY, strictly.
i shall ask my mum for early allowance :D yeahhh~

I WANNA GO FOR THE FOB CONCERT!! sobs..

oooohh~ melina was at my place just now.
we were singing along to my guitar-playing cousin :D

my eyes are really dark, lol. not bacause i havent been sleeping or anything,
i put eyeliner and SOME eyeshadow. i hatehatehate pencil eyeliner.

&colinn wants to be WSO [Weapons System Officer]
it means you fly behind the pilot and shoot people. lol, very layman :D
it means he'll fell every loop, twist, turn, MOVEMENT the plane does.
&he forgot a MINOR problem. he's afraid of rollercoasters. LOL.

do the math.

Thanks For The Memories by Fall Out Boy
I'm gonna make you bend and break.
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer, but let the good times roll,
In case God doesn't show. (Let the good times roll)

And I want these word to make things right,
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life.
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got,
Better put your fingers back to the keys.

One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."

One night yeah, one more time.
Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the memories.
See, "he tastes like you only sweeter."

Ohhhhhh.

Been looking forward to the future,
But my eyesight is going bad.
And this crystal ball,
Is always cloudy,
Except for (except for)
when you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand.
One night stand.

One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."

One night yeah and one more time.
Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the memories.
See, "he tastes like you only sweeter."

Ohhhhhh.

They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers.
In hotel rooms,
Collecting page six lovers.
Get me out of my mind.
Get you out of those clothes.

I'm a liner away,
From getting you into the mood.

One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."

One night yeah and one more time.
Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the memories.
See, "he tastes like you only sweeter."

Ohhhhhh.

One more night.
One more time.
Thanks for the memories,
Even though they weren't so great.
"He tastes like you only sweeter."

One night and one more time.
Thanks for the memories.
Thanks for the memories.
See, "he tastes like you only sweeter."

Ohhhhhh.

this is my scrap book :D it's full of stuff i want :D
the mysterious blanks spaces in some pages are where i tore out some stuff :D
would anyone care to give me SOME of these stuff? i really like them :D


i want the black wallet in the second last pic! I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT!!
poop, i think i'll go get it :D who wants to come shopping with me!?

it's happening in MARCH. fifteenth of march :D

i love my FB profile pic :D well, i love my dress anyway

this makes surprising sense, LOL

its tomorrow and when tommorrow comes, its today, when its today, tomorrow is 2nd day of cny.. den today of tomorrow will come and tommorrow of today will come.. happy cny!!

i had a cute pink outfit. with matching pink shoes. &a pink handbag. LOL
pink outfit: pink blouse, pink jacket, pink skirt
the only non-pink were the socks. white &frilly. LOL

i was five.

i just remembered that i used to stack pillows around me, like walls
then throw the blanket over me so that it'd seem i was in my own room
so fun :D i was doing that just now or something like that
lol, i lied down and put the pillow on the top of my head :D
then covered the rest of me with blanket, wheee~ lol
like, if it started raining and i opened the window,
my face wouldn't get wet, but the rest of me might, lol

i love doing completely random stuff :D

my mum was like, what you doing? dunno :D

i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon
i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon
i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon i want beehoon

LOL

yes, i am very bored. very very bored. bored to the point of no return

oooohh~ ohwait, i forgot what i was gonna say..
umm, something to do with my kid's name, lemme think..
OHYEAH! my son shall be called Jaxon means God has been gracious
&uhh, my daughter shall be called.. adalia LOL. JAEMI! means I Love
GORGEOUS-EST NAMES :DDD

i need something to do, i've finished all my books, poop.

ohyeahh, Jaxon came from Marshmallow for Breakfast :D
really nice book, but Goodnight Beautiful is wayy better :D

i spent most of the week listening to sad songs, i realised
Permanent and Save You. over and over and over and over again

top books EVER [or up til this point at least/ according to GREATNESS]:

1. A Child Called 'It' by Dave Pelzer
2. Goodnight Beautiful by Dorothy Koomson
3. Keepsake by Tess Gerritsen [interchangeable]
4. Mephisto Club by Tess Gerritsen [interchangeable]
5. Torn Apart by James Patterson and Hal Friedman

top songs EVER [or up til this point at least/ according to GREATNESS]:

1. Can't Hold On by Melee
2. We Believe by Good Charlotte
3. Drive by Vanessa Hudgens
4. Permanent by David Cook
5. Save You by Simple Plan

did i mention that i'm gonna have Declaration playing at my wedding? :DD

ARRGHH! why the hell did i change my phone so soon?? I WANT THIS ONE INSTEAD PLEASE?!


folie a duex a madness shared by two

wheee~ just came back from reunion lunch :D the lunch was at a condo my uncle just bought
he bought two apartments, very nice but quite small the bedrooms are like half the size of my bedroom..

lol, my UNCLES decided to pretend they were five
they went to the playground &competed who cld climb
to the top of the net thingy and sit on the ball first wins.

i got ANOTHER album, lol Everflow from hongyan :D
there're all P&W songs, yay! Anthem: Songs of Praise

lol, i just watched the Beyonce/Justin Single Ladies MV
freaking lame, but DAMNDAMN funny &really stupid, LOL.

aiyah, im gonna spend tmr aftnoon making all the beds in the hse with my mum, urgh.
i dont wanna spend a sunday aftnoon making FIVE beds! *sniff*
&i hafta spend the entire of today in my room cause my maid's scrubbing the floor
nevermind, i spend most of my time in my room anyway :D FOOD!

there's still a whole lot of things i want :D but mainly these

- red&white clipon extensions
- FOB album
- red/brown/green wallet

seee! only THREE! narrowed down from almost HUNDRED!
kellie rawks :D BUT i updated my list :D so GO&SEE!!


Save You by Simple Plan
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
Youll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And therere so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
Its Just skins and bones
Theres nothing left to take
No matter what I do I cant make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And therere so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till its over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause
I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And therere so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know (Oh)

I wish I could save you
I want you to know (Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (Oh)

yay to all those who passed their auditions :D
&adalia, the next time you cry i shall bish your head hard!

wheee~ i went for the debate prac thing. i was third speaker for opposition
right i had no idea what the debate was about.. lol something abt ban gambling
timothy kept lifting his shirt to show us his unbuttoned pants. whee.
then half way through he pulled them to his knees and left them there, lol
he waddled arnd the classroom, he FINALLY pulled them back on when ms chandran came in


lol, was reminded of qinli when he had his pants arnd his ankles during chem
&got caught by mdm yaw, HAHAHAH!

another almost conversation
ask me abt beehoon &i just MIGHT tell you :D

&it's soooo NOT my fault! i honestly didnt know that children's lit wld be so slack
i only JUST found out that ALL we had to do is to sit with the kids &make them listen
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH slack slack slack but i HONESTLY didnt know at that point in time :D

i found this on my phone :D done by adinda &gang


oh, did i conviniently forget to mention that timothy had his pe shorts inside those pants? lol

another new skin :D SIN CITY [js*] it's an accidental skin :D

bloody effing blogskins.com is lagging like shit.
why the hell is it lagging so freaking much when NOTHING is happening?!
if you wanna see the skin, go look for it on blogskins.com on your own
the bloody site wont upload my screenshot. screw it/

this my third fave song from the album :D
first is Permanent, then Declaration :D

Heroes by David Cook
As the sun goes down in front of me
It reminds of me of where I want to be
With you and you alone
Hold me in like you were made for me
I'm losing faith in gravity
I just need to let you know
And I just need to let you know

I'm not going to come down
Down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go
But you're still standing
You teach me to rise up
To open my eyes up
All these heroes come and go
But you're still standing

You're still standing

You know the world's confusing
I don't care
I crawl into your atmosphere
I know you'll make it right
You're all I need to know

I'm not going to come down
Down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go
But you're still standing
You teach me to rise up
To open my eyes up
All these heroes come and go
But you're still sanding

I believe that you can save me
And you'll never let me fall
I'm not going to come down
I believe in what you've shown me
There's ahero in us all

I'm not going to come down
Down off of these clouds
All these heroes come and go
You teach me to rise up
To open my eyes up

my parents downloaded a chart showing us what colours to wear for CNY.
for the first day, i hafta wear white. damned, was planning to wear pink..
so i shall wear my white star top &red jeans with three thin belts :D
second day needa wear yellow/beige, dont have so shall wear pink, yay!
third day also yellow/beiger, lol. school uniform lorrhh, hahahs
sian leh, my one every day except second&third is white!
i have so many white clothes for what! go funeral ah??

wheee~ i finished chem :D &yeahh, i SAID i was gonna do maths homework today
but i forgot to bring my maths tb again :D

yay :D had umm, icecream with B&B today :D
THANKS FOR THE ICE CREAM :D LOVE YOU BABES :D
we talked alot, lol. umm, abt stuff, lotsa stuff. sensitive stuff
OHHHH! &shre tied a knot in a cherry stem with her tongue, LOL
COUGHgoodkisserCOUGHwherearetheboysCOUGH wheeee~~

eh, we forgot to take pics. ohwait, i took a video, lol
BUT JAMIE TEH CHEANPIN say cannot post cause got unglam shot
hehehehehh, very tempting leh :D thou shalt be an honourary saint

today was full of gossip. in every direction, lol
damn funny lol, wanna sit next to me? lol, inside joke :D

I WANNA DO CAMP FACILITATING FOR SELF-INITIATED CIP!
someone come do with me?? we can go to da rawkers' school :D RGPS!!

another touching song :D

Permanent by David Cook
Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise
That you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if I tell you I won't go away today
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary
Rest your head
I'm permanent

I know he's living in hell every single day
And so I ask oh god is there some way
For me to take his place
And when they say it's all touch and go
I wish I could make it go away
But still you say
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary
Rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent

Is the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my promise
That you'll never see me cry

we wrote an essay in english today, the title was Change
i wrote abt nainai. i felt like crying while i was writing..

thanks suchi &fiona for your presents :D LOVE YOU GIRLS!

ohhyeahh HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARENCE
another addition to the NC16 Club! LOL,

shre!! let's create a Singles' Club! you can be President, i'll be Vice :D
but we hafta make sure we both get married within the same week :D
i belong to DCEDC founding fathers mothers: FIONA, SHREYA, KELLIE

ooooohhh~ i saw this GORGEOUS necklace at Swatch on sat, OMG!
it's like this big circle with coloured flowers inside,
but not filling th whole thing, completely simple yet, colourful :D
i want it!! omgomgomg, but it's 99bucks! *sniff*

i wrote out my essay. &edited it, alot :D it's on facebook,
dont wanna post it here cause it's really long &depressing.

i love this song, the lyrics are very meaningful :D

Save You by Simple Plan
Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)

i got the pics taken with my mum's phone :D
my sis is drinking the dry iced water, lol
if you urine into the glass, it'll look like beer :D LOL


i love this pic :D i think it was taken at genting :D


i went for sunset mass just now :D
today was the first time i saw someone actually 'rehearsing' for basket-placing.
lol, &it just so happens to be leonard. lol, he looked... short. :D
muahahahahah! stupid leonard left church &had walked like 3/4 of the way home
before realising he'd left his bag in church, HAHAHAHAHAH!
idiot had to run back to church to get it, LOSER~

i love MY FUTURE HUSBAND :D wheeee~
i shall marry him when im 19 :D LOL, that's like THREE years time!

ooooohhh~ jason mraz is coming to town! *SQUEALS* omg :D

yay :D just came back from lunch with family :D
we had swensens ice cream cake! CHOCOLATE :DD &dry ice! yeahh &got angpao :D
didnt see the rest of dad's side, so didnt get presents *sniff*



im bored. the symdrome has returned.

i spent the entire of yesterday listening to MY FUTURE HUSBAND sing :D
chocolate to the ears, yay! :DD IT'S MY DECLARATION!
i put MY FUTURE HUSBAND in the car :D his voice surrounds my life, literally :D

i shall make a resolution:

thou shalt not use the computer until after dinner on weekends
thou shalt score a minimum of B4 for every subject for CA1, chinese inclusive

if i fail, it's not my fault! distractions!

i received a drawerful of tooth decay for my birthday :D courtesy of shreya&suchi

yay :D i shall give my grammy's acceptance speech
i would like to thank my mother, my father, my grandma, my grandpa, auntie, uncle..
special thanks to shreya, cheanpin, limin, josh, maxi, clara, adalia, fiona, viren, eswara, sharon, mavis, veronica, zhuohao, syafiqah, jessie, hweecheng, huili, agnes, uma, cheeryl, joshua, aky, suchi, charmaine, leon and clarence
ooooohh~ thanks suchi for the chocolate :D if i cant sing for syf it's your fault!!
I LOVE BRAWNS for delivering MY FUTURE HUSBAND :D
pictures of MY FUTURE HUSBAND &cause of my death; chocolate&crackers overdose :D


i love getting presents :D did you know that?
i dunno when im seeing my dad's side, but i'll get presents :D
tmr i think, lunch or dinner with them :D &monday i SHOULD get more :D

i want a josh-clone for my birthday, he's soo cute! lol :D

i just remembered why i almost never use my own blogskins
i see them so much during labour that i get tired of them after birth

i also realised how much i doNOT like having my bday on a weekend
it's either early presents you cant open or late presents you're yearning for D:
&it's no fun when you dont have friends arnd to celebrate with!
though i love all those who wished me happy birthday :D with the exception on clarence of course!

i came up with a new theory :D inspired by adalia when she called me old

short people have higher mental maturity than tall people. therefore, if you're short, you're mentally old; if you're tall, you're mentally young; if you're average, you're mentally balanced.

i wont quote my example cause if i do, someone is sure to scold me :D
&im average height, therefore i'm mentally balance :D
but adalia's short, so she's mentally old! MUAHAHAHAHAH!

my favourite song from MY FUTURE HUSBAND's album :D

Declaration by David Cook
I’ll take you just the way you are
imperfect words inside the perfect song
I feel you closer than you are
but I’ve been waiting far too long
too long

It’s my declaration
to anyone who’s listening
you’re my inspiration
as I stand alone against the world

‘Cause you love
and you bleed
and you stole my soul
to set me free
it’s my declaration

do you care what i believe
(cause I’m still breathin’)
or that i wear your heart upon my sleeve
sometimes i think you never knew
the only truth I see is you
it’s you

It’s my declaration
to anyone who’s listening
you’re my inspiration
as I stand alone against the world

Cause you love
and you bleed
and you stole my soul
to set me free
it’s my declaration

And are there any words to say
that i would ever mean enough
when the light runs from the day
will the darkness be too much
will i ever be enough

it’s my declaration
to anyone who’s listening
You’re my inspiration
as i stand alone against the world

Cause you love
and you bleed
and you stole my soul
to set me free

It’s my declaration
so tell me you can hear these words tonight

edited at 10:35PM
a skin for my birthday? floral splash [js*]
it's brown &has flowers :D random title! read the description!!

i hate the song official girl it's so bloody annoying &tuneless.
i hate LCL, that bloody piece of mother-f**cking shit.
i hate clowns&mimes, bloody creepy idiots.
i hate knockknock jokes, damn annoying.

i love the song broken strings so meaningful&melodious :D
i love guys who make me laugh, it's cute :D
i love this skin, simple yet gorgeous :D
i love fresh fruit juice, yummy :D

this is what happens when you dont smile :D hideous 'candid'


if you ask me who is beehoon(: i MIGHT tell you, depending on who YOU are :D
so, probably not :D dont even bother

im gonna get red&white clip on extensions :D
either that or pink/green/purple, so help me choose!

my really cute mini spidey cup :D CUTE RIGHT??

mending my broken heart, literally :D it didnt work though..


whee~ i sang soprano today :D lol, it's been who-knows-how-long since i sang sop
oh not that i dont like the altos :D i love them, but i prefer singing high(:
HAHAHA KEEP ON NOW KEEP ON NOW HAHAHA DONT STOP NOW DONT STOP NOW HOP!

omg, the cute sec1 boy was SO FREAKING CUTE~~
wth, he followed us arnd when we went singing the school song &national day songs :D

self explanatory :D so cute!


&i got a lollipop from eswara :D
&i love shannon's moves :D

JASON MRAZ IS COMING TO TOWN!! yay :D
i WILL go &watch his concert! YAYAYAYAY :D

ohyeahh, fiona asked me what's the first thing i wanna do aft Os
well, as usual, i have a list :D it's in no particular order

- go travelling with a bunch of friends :D [a simple holiday will do]
- get a tattoo [no one said it has to be plausible]
- shopping spree [hafta save money]
- murder LCL [the desire of many]
- movie marathon [wheee NC16]
- marry david cook [yeahh dream come true]
- get a job [golden village free tickets]
- get nintendo ds lite [games galore]
- get a white ipod nano [lalalalala]
- scream my head [for the sake of it]
- take lotsa lotsa neos [brains, brawns &bing]
- get a gumball/lollipop machine [machine of mass tooth decay]
- to be continued [muahahahha]

me, shre &fiona did this during maths :D ducks, flowers &nonsense~


MARSHMALLOWS FOR BREAKFAST TOMORROW

quiz from cheeryl :D do it if you want to

Tagged by cheeryl :D

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 16 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 16 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

1. i love my new phone :D it's RED&WHITE!

2. i passed my auditions &am veryveryvery happy :D jiayou to everyone else!

3. im at home in my PJ top &FBT shorts :D completely mismatched but really comfy!

4. i like beehoon :D surprisesurprise!

5. it's my birthday tmr :D &i turn SIXTEEN!

6. my mum's friend makes horribly spicy meesiam :D HOT!

7. my hair is wavy cause i just untied it :D &i smell nice!

8. i can't think of what to put here :D so i put this!

9. sandy is cute :D yay!

10. my future small short-haired dog will be called Ozzymandias :D ozzie for short!

11. my pet in Pet Society is called gayle :D cause i like that name!

12. i love that cute boy who followed us around today :D SO CUTE!

13. if i get a sore throat anytime soon, it's not my fault :D blame shre&suchi!

14. i LOVE Broken Strings by James Morrison :D &nelly furtado!

15. i love my handphone strap/landyard :D it's won!

16. i am stoning :D i rawks!

edited at 11.34PM
i made a new blogskin! after going on 'hiatus' for like who-knows-how-long :D
til death do us part [js*] yeahh, very randomly titled :D

let's play a game :D
how many excuses can you come up with to get out of chinese lessons?
lol, answer it! i need them, DESPERATELY!

sian, choir dates changed to mon &tues. damned.
nevermind at least now i got tues free..

GOODLUCK TO ALL COLLECTING THEIR O LEVEL RESULTS TMR!
lol, i was at orchard walking arnd and saw a group of ppl with colourful wigs.
they were all wearing black shirts, together spelt OLEVEL on the front.
&RESULT on the back, damn cute lahh! :D

it feels hopeless.. you're never there, even when you're right next to me. so why do i bother? oh, because we're best friends. right, the term BFF has taken a totally new meaning, go away. everyone else can see, but you. six days, but who cares? no, you dont, dont lie to yourself

i saw a terrence look a like. lol, an older/mature terrence.
cute actually, LOL. omg, fantasizing on dating a junior.
nope, new resolution: NO YOUNGER GUYS!
unless they're from another school &no one knows them :D lol

yay :D went to mass just now, Father was funny,
though i have no idea what he was talking abt half the time.. :D
leonard was.. cute, lol in a short was. yeahyeah,
so court shoes added like 2cm to your height
muahahahah, im still taller in sneakers :D

it was a guilty feeling to go for mass in a miniskirt
&a jacket with my phone arnd my neck, lol. oops? XD

i never insult my family, not in full view anyway. no matter what they're still family, treacure them. if something happens to you, do you really think your 'friends' are gonna stand by you and support you? do you think they'd really stay and help you unwaveringly? no, it's just your family. if you dont treasure them, what if something happened to them? wouldn't it just make you more guilty for treating them that way in the first place? yes, at times we may hate our family for doing what they do, but ultimately they're still your family. they are the ones who will stick by you through thick and thin. and if you think you had it bad, look around you, there are many others who have it worst. be glad for simple pleasures, you dont have it all, but at least you have some.

colinn's getting a car, lol. arnd june, but still :D
i just MIGHT be getting some one to drive me arnd :D
though i prob wont be going out anywhere, but still :D

oh what are we doing
we are turning into dust
playing house in the ruins of us

it shows how much things can change within just two months

i was planning on getting a Nintendo DS Lite, $268 by installments
completely affordable, but that doesnt include modification XD
with modification it'd be $300+ still affordable,
but concluded that it'd be too distracting.
im gonna get a white one aft Os instead :D

when i get random conversations from offline people to visit virus sites, is it my com with the virus or do really soo many people have the same virus?

SIX DAYS TO MARSHMALLOWS FOR BREAKFAST :D
goodnight beautiful

ONE WEEK TO SEXY SIXTEEN :D
SIXTEEN DAYS TO CNY :D
yeahh, do you wonder why it's SEXY SIXTEEN and not SWEET SIXTEEN?
well, you canNOT ever call KELLIE SWEET. no, doesnt go, NEVER!

&i love CNY, yeahh, for the new clothes &money. of course
though most of the money goes to my trust acc for when i turn twenty one
but mostly cause i can see my cousins :D i LOVELOVELOVE family gatherings :D

mmmmmm.. i hafta get something for hongyan when she comes back :D
a really belated christmas present :D i wonder what she's getting me.. heheh(:

i woke up really early this morning, like seven plus, urrgh.
followed my mum to yoga &then bought my new court shoes for choir
they're nice :D &now i finally have black heels to wear with my black vest! :D

&yeahh, im back at shady skin :D it's still my favourite one
but i just change now&then so i wont get sick of it :D

booya~ john paul from church/pa is also in my physice tuition class
he bitches quite a bit, lol. abt BO having a gf [untrue, stop spreading!]
&the ******* isnt well liked in school, poop. i dony know why, AHHHH!!

umm, OHYEAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON :D
though i dont think you'll see this, but anyway :D

i've been playing with the sony cybershot today :D
poop, colinn has to take it to camp to approve it so that he can bring sailing
love the cam :D lol, smile at it and it takes the pic, dont press the button! :D