was talkin to shreya bhat. thank you soo much for your support. it's always so niice how u support and encourage me to do better and how u really help me when i dun understand something.

derrick showed me a virus. i called it a leech. LOL. go see.

and i made a new skin. yay!

i slept a lot this aftnn. but im feeling tired again now... *yawn*

yea! finally friday.

27th Feb ;; Wednesday
yea! happy belated birthday zhiting! ((: nuthing much happened on wednesday... LOL

28th Feb ;; Thursday
got back SS marks. DAMN IT. it was complete shiit. didnt read tb mahh.. got err... 8/13. oh ya, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRED enjoyed de flowers? from someone special... LOL.

choir was crappy. wont go into details.
i had tuition. finally i proper chinese tuition. my teacher seemed overeager. abit *ahem*. she kept scolding jem for playin w/ his football while i was having tuition. yay! also kept askin ingit for things like milo. but ok bahhs. she dun really have high expectations.

29th Feb ;; Friday ;; TODAY!
err.. had physics prac. for once i managed to sit down b4 de bell rang. finished everything but finding de gradient thingy. ran road run today. 3.5km. i did it in 21mins dunno how many seconds. ok bahhs. sprinted de last part again. was soo damn tired. once again i needed de toilet. =.= maths test was hard. didnt noe how to do qn1ii. completely forget how. nvm... got back chinese results. complete shiit. 15/50. LCL's gonna drop me to B chinese. wadeva. easier. have free periods everyday. yay! LOL.
came home pretty early. didnt wanna listen to KC talk. so left. reached ome jus b4 1pm. had lunch. then slept from 2.30pm to 4.45pm. woke up cos my mum called me to pass me some ringgit for tmr. i got err... 18.66 ringgit. LOL. funny no. gonna get more tonight. hmm.. i came home and found an angbao on my table with my name. yay! i got $4 more for tmr.

Things I'll Never Say by Avril Lavigne
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head

(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you… away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care

(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you… away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say

(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah

Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you…away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Yes, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say

there's no actual MV for this song. but i think she's quite good...
love the lyrics

yea! i can use de comp. LOL. was typing my eng compo. Write a stroy ending with,'I had to pay a price for my foolish actions'. heheh... 700+ words. this ALWAYS happens when i type my compos. if i write it out, err... also got about 300+ words.
got back my results today. so far, failed nuthing. Chemistry 16/25 Physics 16/25 Maths 32/40 English 16/25 History 6/12 omg. doing shiit larrhs. chem was 4got how to balance equations. physics 3marks is careless. maths ALL is careless. eng vocab sucks. hist had no time, but did not put in tt much effort anyway. shiit.
choir today was.. err..?? de sec1s had their 'official' auditions. altos are growing. sops are still airy. boys..no comment. actually, they suck. they jus do.
my msn wasnt working jus now. de damn thing wouldnt log me in. mabbe it was wrong timing or something w/ my internet connection. but now it's fine.

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

(break and solo)

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

The Serial Killers Club is a damn broing book. i prefer narrative stories. or at least one tt isnt 1st POV at all times. so irritating with all de extra irrelevant thoughts here and there...
i had a beef burger for dinner. it was niice. except tt we ran out of lettuce so had to have cucumber instead. =.= LOL
i did all my hw today. except for maths. cos i 4got to bring my a.maths tb home. i even did HY. 1st qn anyway. dunno how to do 2nd qn.
stoopid shicheng was haolian today. his HY got 12/12. full marks. wahh liiaos. beat me 1 tiinyy pathetic paper you go haolian so much. i beat u every other paper[let's not compare chinese cos u're HCL. ((:] and i also nvr haolian like u lorrhs. HAHAHAH! ((:
assembly was funn today. de 1st part of it anyway... KENNETH IS SUCH A KO0L PC!!! omg!!!!! sooo damn KO0L! jack looked weird. mabbe cos he's lanky and didnt exactly fit into de NCC uniform... LOL. de Vinod breakdown part is sooo... omg. undescribable. YAY! lols. ((:

i brough 6nougats to sko0l today. i ate 4 of them. limin and liying each took one. blehhs. liyin was like 'i love you' i was like,'ya right. you love my nougats!' LOL. nvm... at least some people know how to appreciate non-chewy nougats. chewy nougats are for babies. babies have no teeth to chew tts y dey each chewy nougats. brawns and bing are toothless babies LOL. yay! ((:
I SHALL BRING 10NOUGATS TOMORROW AND ALL SHALL BE MINE yay! LOL. nougats for sale! 10 for $1 keep dreaming. going crazy~!

conversations with leonard are niice. i get to complain about clarence. tt iidiot, called me during tuition, to ask me to come online jus to do chinese pp. damn him.

tuition was err... funn? i left my comp on de whole time. my tutor, zhuohao is interested in html/codings. so i showed him skins. i like de monster one i made. ((:
i did most of my homework today. i havent showed my mum my results. i did maths[remaining 4qn] all de required chem qns. and did not touch ss and hist. unless u count taking them out of my file to look for my chem worksheet.. ((: i love myself.
yay! i can see my beloved cousin in err... 2weeks. flying off to HONGKONG =.= on de 8th. gonna miss 2choir practices. 3 if there's one on monday. gonna go Disneyland. gonna see guitars. gonna err... mabbe i'll go to hongyan's youth group...
i missed church yesterday. sadded. i feel like going now but mass ended at 6.30... i shall go on sunday. jus hope my mum will send me there. i hate takin bus to church even though it's jus 3stops away. cos i hafta bring jem along. iidiot pest...
im sposed to be asleep right now. but i havent even packed my sko0l bag. worksheets all over de table.
the play is tomorrow! yay! gonna see 4E2 act out Off-Center. i wanna see the really nasty pc. i cant rmb wad role jack is playing... wassit vinod??? nvm... I WANNA SEE!!! omg.
why is everyone so depressed nowadays. please cheer up. don't feel depressed.. if the people around me feel sadd, i'll feel sadd too. i feel sadd feeling sadd... don't make me feel sadd. you guys shall sit together tomorrow. work out your differences and push each other off their seats. yay! LOL. ((: i love you guys! <33

heyy girl, don't be sadd. must be happy. they wanna say what let them be. in the end it's their problem not yours. let them be bitches and jerks but in the end it has nothing to do with you. must be happy and positive. LIKE ME! ((: don't always think like 'im gonna die tmr' kinda things. scarly u really die tmr i also will die derrhhs... don't let the green-eyed little monster get u down either. harry potter has supposedly niice green eyes... but he's NOT eviil![added hastily...] i love you always! <33
today. errmmm... not much happened bahhs. we had chinese. got scolded. as usual. had eng. got back our compre test2 and ct. got 8/15 for compre test. same as last time. didnt do so good for ct. 16/25. wanted at least 20... highest is kellee, jiamin and ruth. 18/25. jiazhe is gettin jealous of ruth. heheheh...
got back chem ct too. im not tt sadded w/ my results. 16/25. expecter lower. but still slightly disappointed. mistakes i shud not have made. i hate balancing equations.
i dun get a.maths. logarith-something... i dun get it. i can do it but i have no idea wad im doin w/ it. i simply put nos here and there. wad use is maths in the real world if ur not gonna be an accountant or scientist?
i wanna go NJC. i wanna get single digit for 'O's. very early to say horrhs. but, anyway... my most well received skin so far. #4~My Life. in words // jane-starrs*
cheanpin returned me money today. i only realised i had no money to spend when she returned me money. but nvm. didnt spend any money anyway. YOU OWE ME $5 AND IM NOT PROUD OF IT. ((: siians. got tuition l8r. soon. blurrgh. nvm... at least i can do my a.maths hw.
NOUGAT IS NIICE! would you like a nougat?

i've been eviil today. but i've enjoyed it. LOL.

niice? i love it. YAY! ((:
to shre, it was NOT reflex!!!! he has finally FOrgiveN you! MUAHAHAHAH! anyway, jus ask him and talk to him or something. YAY! he doesnt hate me even though im ur bestfriend!!! ((: LOL

LOL. did u kiss?!

ellos! ((: went to the Singapore Airshow this morning. DAMN NIICE. saw the Black Knights. F16s flying in formation. it was soo ko0l. i wanna go again. i wanna ride in de Airbus. soo big. ate lunch at the Airshow. saw the president. not fair. he got to ride in de buggie. i had to walk under the hot sun. blehhs.
hmm...im sposed to be doin chinese right now. lazy lehhs. ((: im bored. made new images.

the ps ily was done ytd. uglyy right? its called boredom. *yawn* the other one was done jus only. gonna make it into a skin. im super random. yay! i wan a new skin. but cant find any niice new ones. dunno wad im lookin for though... blurgggh!

Apologize by Timaland
eh eh eh
eh eh eh
I'm holdin on your rope
got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but
I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
-then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say


That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
oh yeahhh, ooohh
eh eh eh


I'd take another chance, take a fall,
take a shot for you ooohhh
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But that's nothing new yaaeeahh
I loved you with a fire red

Now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid


It's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
ooohh
eh eh eh
eh eh eh


It's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eh eh eh ooohhh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eyyyeeeaaahhh
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
eyyyeeeaaahhh

I'm holdin on your rope
Got me ten feet ooofff the ground

I want more books - thrillers. I want Tess Gerritsen's entire collection, without having to spend too much. I want fast-paced thrillers with murder, rape and that sort of stuff. I want to have a new and bigger bedroom with complete privacy. I want a new Macintosh laptop, a high bed with a new study table and a sofa underneath it, a new walk-in wardrobe and my own toilet. I want more accessories and a wider varieter of shoes. I want more stuffed toys on a bigger, queen-sized bed for myself. I want more dark chocolate and nougat. I want more money. I want to do well in school and score at least a B3 for Chinese.

- Asking the Universe for what you want is your opportunity to get clear about what you want. As you get clear in your mind, you have asked.

- Believing invovles acting, speaking, and thinking as though you have already received what you've asked for. When you emit the frequency of having received it, the law of attraction moves people, events, and circumstances for you to receive.

- Receiving involves feeling the way you feel once your desire has manifested. Feeling good now puts you on the frequency of what you want.

i FINALLY opened my angbaos got more than usual, but less than jiejie and korkor. duhh. older so always get more derrhs. not fair. blehhs. i didnt get to keep any of it this year. but nvm.. i always ended savin the money anyway. the money shall go into my 'college' fund. i shall get it when i turn 21. yay! ((:

Somebody Told Me by The Killers
Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
Ready? Let's roll onto something new
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss

Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself from me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

interesting random song. LOL. You had a boyfriend who looks like a girlfriend
like. omg. who'd wanna girlfriend like that!? LOL. interesting yet random. reminds me of someone... i was suuppperrr bored today. still am.

yay! im going to the Singapore Air Show in sunday! im not goin to church. hmmm.. im starting to like sunday mass. i like Father John Tao. he's niice. but i hate the 'lessons' b4 and aft mass. boring and pointless. i got a free cap, free notebook, free pen and some other free stuff from de airshow. yay! we got some parking thingy too. cos my dad works in STE!!! ((:
i wanna got to Disney On Ice. i've only ever watched DOI once b4. i was like 5-6yrs old?! i watched The Little Mermaid. it was niice. it was super cold. and at tt time, i didnt exactly understand de show yet. but i was still niice to see fish skating.
could you not EXPECT us to give you things. a birthday present is not something we HAVE to give you know. we chose to give it to you. we could have gotten you a cheap 50cent pen, but instead we got u a damn fuckin book tt costs $27.60 and even treated you out. ur total 'present' costs more than anything you ever spent on any of us b4. its so fucking ego and bitchy to keep EXPECTING things from us. and so what if u can do better than me in somethings? i never said i could do well in those subjects. but i dun go rubbing it into ur face about the subjects u're complete shiit in.

I HAVE A ABCBhehhe... ((: tall dark and handsome. ok, mabbe not dark but tanned.

- The Great Secret of Life is the law of attraction.

- The law of attraction says like attracts like, so when you think a thought, you are attracting like thoughts to you.

- Thoughts are magnetic, and thoughts have a frequency. As you think thoughts, they are sent out into the Universe, and they magnectically attract all like things that are on the same frequency. Everything sent out returns to the source-you.

- You are like a human tranmission tower, transmitting a frequentcy with you thoughts. If you want to change anything in your life, change the frequency by changing your thoughts.

- Your current thoughts are creating your future life. What you think about the most or focus on the most will appear as your life.

- Your thoughts become things.

right. i realised i've been sayin 'right' alot lately. right, anyway... this week was err...???

20th Feb;; Wednesday
we got back maths. errmm... not as good as I had wanted larrhs. 32/40. wanted at least 35. plus most of my mistakes were all careless... sadded.. PS I LOVE YOU, sucked. as compared to the book. they showed sooo namy damned scenes of the streets and roads, but the missed all the really ko0l stuff about Andrew and Holly's bros and the MOVIE!!! sadded... like omg. soo different from the book can...so cp, ur not missing anything when u didn't come. but u still owe me money. blehhs. ((:

21st Feb;; Thursday
had choir? was ok bahhs. we did Nina Bobok. and was gonna start de jap song when ms yee realised tt our sec4 senoirs haven't printed de scores. heheheh... went thru de rest of the other songs. altos were too loud. we went to nainai's hse for dinner. had steamboat. complained tt their steamboat pot thingy is too small. it was larrhs. couldn't cook much in it. so de soup finished to fast everytime.

22nd Feb;; Friday ;; TODAY
errr.. wad did we do? not sure. errm... we had Chinese. had maths. halfway durin maths we had fire drill. im soo damn irritated of ur damn ‘helpfulness’. is it tt hard and difficult to jus stop wad u’re doin every once in a while to help me like I help u? it’s not like im askin for the moon u know. all you like to do it treat me as if i really have absolutely no feelings. jus because i can joke with u doesnt mean im not sensitive to somethings you know... you know, being talked to niicely once in a while is fine and not being interrupted every tim i wanna talk is gr8 too. GET THAT.aft fire drill. aft sitting in the field under the hot sun for 20mins+ we went back to class. jus as the ball rang. so we went up jus to take our books for lit. we did de army scene again. soo funn. this time leon was pc. actually qinli was pc, but he *ahem* so, nvm... leon makes a not badd pc. Leonard was a niice vinod. he should scream louder. next week assembly de sec4 pure lits are gonna re-enact tt scene. but instead of shouting "I HAVE BALLS SIR" they’re gonna scream "I AM A MAN SIR". its sooo gonna be funny. ((: oh ya. and shre, stop flippin my hair. I rmb u flipped my hair during last year’s fire drill too. and comb ur hair more often.

I realised I've been in a horrible mood this week. I should think more positively.

Bob Doyle
The law of attraction doesn't care whether you perceive something to be good or bad, or whether you don't want it or whether you want it. It's responding to your thoughts. So if you're looking at a mountain of debt, feeling terrible about it, that's the signal you're putting out into the Universe. "I feel really bad because of all this debt I've got." You’re just affirming it to yourself. You feel it on every level of your being. That's what you're going to get more of.

so, i've uncovered why TCP is always so emo. cos u keep thinkin about being emo and how miserable your life is. so u jus attract more miserable and emo things into your life. u REALLY need to read this book. ((:
and no, thitipat. as a guy flirting with other guys, it is not better to flirt with guys. anyway, i dun flirt. if i do flirt, i flirt w/ normalguys or my BFFs. and if i ever do end up somehow mysteriously flirting with you, its not counted cos ur not a NORMALguy and neither are u a BFF. ((:

i love nougatyay! nougat it niice. i told my mum i wanted some the other day. so she asked a friend who was in Australia to buy back some. yay! NOUGAT! ((((((((((:: [four-eyed, ten-mouthed freak]
chinses sucks i've alrady minused 20marks. zaoju. y does tt NOT surprise me. sadded. i couldnt exactly do science either. Chemistry graph was crappy shiit. it was sooo damn crappy larrhs. curve rule!? damn them... Physics. umm... yes. about tt... err... was ok? i know i did crap on tt last qn about de boy and de suspended mirror. it was crap. COMMON TEST IS CRAP chinese is crappier. but i enjoyed tt maths and eng papers. ((:
CLC sucks worst then shiit smells her 'teaching' methods completely DON'T work. the only ppl who actually learn anything on tt particular chapt is the grp presenting the shit. damn tt bitch. KC was talkin about being on de 'neutral' side of LCL. in other words, he likes her. hopefully she'll retire when we come back next TERM. i cant even wait til next semester. she's so crappy.

Perfect by Simple Plan
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Thitipat is GAY! yay! i like tt. the other day i went to 4th floor to look for melina, then he saw me and say tt i go up flirt w/ guys. i was like the only i guy i talked to up here was you. and you're not counted guy HAH! then, wheneva i walk on de steps i see him. surronded by guys and he says i flirt with guys look who's talking. HAH! ((:
btw, i typed out the 3E2 CLASS RULES. not exactly type i was scared tt ms kavitha wouldnt have de font when i send her to print. so i made rules w/ photoshop. but its jus words anyway. so, nvm...
IM BROKE TMR. im broke tmr. IM BROKE TMR. ehhs. cp, doya want de photoshop? i can send to u online. but must remind me. hope u like de earrings! ((: btw, please bring money!? i cant afford to sponsor u. broke. u owe me money. ((: [good-natured loanshark]
hmm... clarence was absent today. well, absent til the papers started. even when he came to sko0l for de sci & chi papers, he didnt bring his stationary. iidiot. luckily i found tt i had 2rulers in my pencil case.
kellieSHAE kellieSHAE kellieSHAE kellieSHAE. i love my name. ((: lols. so ego. did i mention tt i love NOUGAT!?!!??!?!
NOUGAT!
i have a Caucasian boyfriend. does tt line sound familiar to you? shreya had a dream. some weird dream. a weird dream tt only weird person such as herself can dream of. u are ABNORMAL not special[said with digust.]
kellieSHAE kellieSHAE kellieSHAE kellieSHAE

yea. bloggin time. right. err...? woke up early this morning. refused to leave me bed til my mum came home. even then i only complained to her tt de blanket i was using wasnt mine. its too heavy, but warmer. i like my old blanket better still. went to church. leonard hio STILL didnt bring my chocolate! blehhs. *bish* him.
had no idea wad was happening in church today. de only thing i noticed was tt Father John was wearin purple instead of green. somethin bout lent. didnt listen... went back to St. Clare hall.
some1 said something which i haf no idea was wad. was busy talkin to melissa bout Daniel Radcliffe[?] and Tom Felton. Tom Felton is not hot. this comment is aimed purposefully at someone. and yea, flirting is not scandalous. but dun tell me tt. tell zacc. my tagboard is empty today.
and LEONARD HIO OWES MY CHOCOLATE!!! i like this skin. i made it. it's colourful. yay! LOL. i learned how to take screenshots of webpages today. thanks to zacc. ((:

today in church, melissa was all i think he likes you. uh-huh. ya right. niice guy but not my type. i did my chinese homework today. i wrote my zuowen! w/o help! yay! im gonna be broke this week. must save money. from now til wed,i shall bring food.
to bing: do you wanna eat linch at Swensens'? or jus have ice-cream there? me and shre say jus ice-cream, but we realised tt we wont be eatin any lunch. and, wad time doya hafta be home!? we still got math supp, i think...
there are aunties in my hse now playing mahjong. so irritating. they're all de seriously loud almost shameless aunties. screamin their heads off whenever they win. irritating. plus, they make a big fuss jus cos de toilet door's closed. HELLO. try de handle much. urrgh.

Incredible by Darius Danesh
You said it's over
I said 'That's ok
I wasn't into you anyway'
I told you 'Lately
you irritate me, your laugh is too loud
you're the last girl I'd look at
if you were in a crowd'

Could you tell
I was lying and hiding the truth away
And what I really wanted to say

Is you are incredible you are amazing
You blow my mind one of a kind
I'm having a meltdown
You are incredible you are amazing
But sometimes telling the truth
Is easier said than done
'Don't leave baby'
Now that's what I meant to say

'My world's not ending I'll be just fine'
That's what my mouth said
But not what I felt inside
I told you 'Baby
you're not the answer to all of my prayers
cos I like my girlfriends in short skirts with longer hair'

Could you tell
I was lying and hiding the truth away
And what I really wanted to say

Is you are incredible you are amazing
You blow my mind one of a kind
I'm having a meltdown
You are incredible you are amazing
But sometimes telling the truth Is easier said than done
'Don't leave baby'
Now that's what I meant to say

Well I said I didn't care about what you felt about me
Couldn't care less about what I've said or done
I didn't mean it - it's not what I meant to say
You know the truth is that I care
About what you think about me
Maybe too much, I've been putting on a front
I didn't mean it - and what I meant to say

Is you are incredible you are amazing
You blow my mind, one of a kind
I'm having a meltdown
You are incredible you are amazing
But sometimes telling the truth
Is easier said than.... yeah, yeah
Telling the truth is easier said than....
Can't you see
Telling the truth is easier said than done
'Don't leave baby'
Now that's what I meant to say

i've almost finished The Apprentice i think i'll finish it tonight. i tried to finish last night, i was all one more paragragh. one more page. one more chapter. until i almost fell asleep w/ de book on my face. LOL.
i like stripes. i like pink and white stripes. i like the little boster w/ pink and white stripes on my bed. i want new curtains.
TAGG!!! blurrghh. i dont like ghosts. or even ghostly presences. i only got 1packet of crackers left. sadded. ate too much ytd. i had steamboat for lunch. but there wasnt any beef. my mum bought some expensive niice sliced pork. its niice. soft.
to brawns: doya wanna read de secret 1st? jus promise to never fold or crumple my pages. use a bookmark. do not open the book more than 90degrees LOL. follow these rules. or no book. the damn thing costs $20+. and it's tiiny.. tagg.

teachers have short lives, so stay away from tt oh so bright future. LOL. they spend half their lives studying and complaining about teachers, as all normal students do, then decide to do the most ironic thing and become teachers. then spend the other half of their lives screaming at students and having hundreds of students hatin them. and by the time they decide to retire, hopefully by 40+, their lives are alrdy wasted away. so, by the time they retire, they're 3yrs away from the blinding white light.

;; hollow BRAINS ((: // BFFs says:
who's madaleine?
Your Star says:
nygh girl
;; hollow BRAINS ((: // BFFs says:
wad did she do?
Your Star says:
hci guy
;; hollow BRAINS ((: // BFFs says:
wad did de nygh girl do w/ de hci guy?
Your Star says:
just flirt
;; hollow BRAINS ((: // BFFs says:
right. and tts scandalous i wad way?
Your Star says:
every way
;; hollow BRAINS ((: // BFFs says:
wad specifically did she do?
Your Star says:
nothing
;; hollow BRAINS ((: // BFFs says:
right. how scandalous of her.
Your Star says:
of course

Your Star is zacc, fyi. flirting is scandalous. FLIRTING is scandalous!? in wad way is FLIRTING scandalous? i mean, shre flirts all the time but she doesnt creat scandals. flirting is NOT scandalous. soooo NOT
i made a new image today.

black and white versions. they's my new wallpapers. and no one else can or will use them cos they've my name on it. yay! i prefer de black one. de white one, de colours are simply inverted. de opp colour of pink is green, for some reason... i even made a smaller version for my phone. hehhe... ((: i love my name.
The Apprentice is niice. and i CAN understand it even though i have nvr read The Surgeon, though i am missing out on some parts. like, wth is Jane Rizzoli's hands scarred? wth did the Surgeon do to her? and wth are de similarities between the homicides?! damn you, fred. couldn't u have lost de book aft i read it, or lost some other boring, uninteresting book!? but, no, u went and lost de most interestin and popular book of the series! arrghh! i need chocolate. *hint hint* chocolate. chocolate. CHOCOLATE!!! Leonard Hio!!!!!could someone tag!? tag. tag. tag. tag. hiie MELINA!the ghostly presence is back... brothers are fucking assholes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHREYA PADMANABHA BHAT!!!

happy birthday brawns!

12th Feb ;; Tuesday
went to Shell Oil Refinery! was ok bahhs. slept thru half of it. *snore...* went to de Shell CLub. saw something err... amusing. lols.cant see?
CLUB'S WEATHER FORECASTING STONE
Condition : Forecast
Stone is wet : Rain
Stone is dry : Not raining
Shadow on ground: Sunny
White on top : Snowing
Can't see stone : Haze
Swinging stone: Windy
Stone jupming up and down : Earthquake
Stone gone : Tornado
lols. super lame lorrhs. went to choir aft tt. attended like 15mins of choir den left sko0l go home liiaos. heheh... ((:

13th Feb ;; Wednesday
went out w/ cheanpin to shop for brawns' present. didnt actually buy anything. but saw wad we wanted. but we're gonna be broke. so broke. so de I-SCREAM treat will be below 15bucks. i bought earstuds for myself. ((: cp complained tt i took a long time to choose. PURR-LEASE. i usually take longer. heheheh...

14th Feb ;; Thurday ;; VALENTINE'S DAY
stoopid limin. stoopid cow. nvr gimme lollipop derrhs. *bish* you. blehhhs. spent valentine's day in choir. HAH! me and leonard was all '3-hours' w/ clarence. he arr, bring thermometer,den nvr go tell teacher,den nvr do detention.quote: all for the sake of choir. end quote. lame larrhs. de choir wont diie w/o u. actually, we'll breathe chinchilla-free air. no fur in our throats choking us. and sharon was eviil. she go and put a note on yijun's table w/ a chocolate. note said something like "hope you like chocolate. happy valentine's day. I LOVE YOU!" LOLS. yijun believed it lorrhs. for a while at least. me and shre were laughing de whole time lorrhs. told every1 except yijun. told liying, limin, cp, veron. LOL. and she didnt know til cp told her. lols. eviil sharon.

15th Feb ;; TODAY
today. was a boring day. nuthing happened. at all. unless u count us laughing at qinli during LCL's lesson. im beginning to like chem. as in de subject and not de lessons or de teacher. im also beginning to hate physics. which i nvr really liked in de 1st place anyway. thanks to *ahem* in sec1... anyway, i wish SHREYA PADMANABHA BHAT good luck in today's debate. we realised today tt shre always falls sick when she's nervous. so be super glad tt she's not 3rd speaker. or she'd be dead by now. LOL. i gave up on Blindsighted by Karin Slaughter today. decided tt de book is too slow moving. so, im skippin de series and going to Faithless but 1st i'll read The Apprentice by Tess Gerritsen. yay! Shrellie&theBing's got another outing next wed. gonna eat I-SCREAM at Swensens' for brawns' bdae!

sandy being a naughty girl while im updating. she even barked at ingite. but she's soo cuuttee! ((: i jus found out one super sadd thing. i wont understand The Apprentice if i havent read The Surgeon which i havent thanks to SOMEONE arrgghh! sadded. so sadd. and im still missing my CHOCOLATE from someone

came back home early from me godfather's hse. was bored cos marissa[baby cousin] went home early. met melina[omg.] at de swimming pool. chatted. we came up to my hse. played comp. well, we surfed blogs and she watched me make my skin. i've finally made a skin tt i actually like. 2, actually. #5~Flying Free and #6~Nature at it's Best the second one is NOT original. i jus did de layout. which took a hell lot of time. ask melina for PROOF. i love the 1st one cos i did it. ((: and it took 1whole day + more. stupid image wouldnt align w/ de text boxes. and after ALL that immense HARDWORK blogskins.com wouldnt align it either. iidiot thingy. THE SECRET will not be urs shreya bhat. wait til like aft im done w/ it, cos i dun wan u creasing my pages til aft im done w/ it. I WANNA GO TO YOUR DEBATE! beats staying at home w/ de com and tv. at least something more to do. plus i can get to watch de other team run in FEAR and TERROR from ur smelly and sweaty armpits from dance. muahahahah!!! eevviiiill! LOL. oh yea, congrats to bhat for FINALLY finding a niice skin. i dun like green but it was definitely niicer then de blue version. i realised how limited the choices are this year. no, not skins. something else which i think only melina might know about. you know, MELINA, it'd be niice if u tagged. u go to everybody's blog but dun tag. its like ur 'ghostly presence'. anyway, they are INCOMPETENT. in other words, like shit. heheh.. ((: im soo niice. my ear is itchy. shit. i cant sleep tonight. why? cos kor's friends are coming over to play poker and blackjack. siians. soo noisy. plus, they're prob gonna kick jem to sleep in my room, then he's gonna make a hell lot of noise assuring me FURTHER tt im not allowed to sleep tonight. cheers to brothers. yay... and shre, are u by any chance tokkin bout Viren? or jus another cute guy u saw while walking around? btw, DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE TO BUY PINK STRAWS?!

SHIT. im on the comp. cant help myself. lols. been readin my book all morning. well, not ALL morning. more of 1 chapt plus LOTS of tv all morning. ((: going to me godfather's place l8r. soon. my dad wans to drive over. but HELLO. its jus a cross over the overhead bridge. and HE tells us to save electricity. haiiz... oh yea, did i mention tt my darling 'uncle' [he's my yeye's generation but looks a lot younger] lawrence gave $10 to our DAMNED sko0l?! everyone else only gave $2. even 'uncle' [godfather/yeye's youngest brother] robert gave $5. but he put to names there to make it look like a did a lot of work. lols....
yeye fell down ytd. he was wearin his bedroom slippers around his hse. the mat outside de toilet slipped when he stepped on it and he fell. he was holdin bottles of ketchup which dropped and broke. he used his hand to break the floor and kana-ed de glass. was abit err.. funny larrhs. see all de red ketchup on de floor. lols. everyone was super kanchiong about yeye. he was in like super shock when he fell. he was like 'huh? i fell? how?' sorta thing. lols. luckily me uncle's a doctor, know how to take out de glass properly. julian, me cousin, ran about the hse looking for plasters. and kim was all 'tt was scary' -.-"
i dun wanna go uncle robert's hse. the adults are jus gonna be gambling. i wanna go cos i nvr see his hse b4. at least not w/ furniture in it... i wanna read my book. im bored.what's the point of you not tagging since you don't tag anyway. pointless...i wan money. PS ILY! PS ILY! PS ILY! I WANNA WATCH! DESPERATELY!!
i got a new book. The Secret by Rhonda Byrne sounds niice. i havent read it yet, cos im still readin my library books.

Fragments of a Great Secret have been found in the oral traditions, in literature, in religons and philosophies throughout the centuries. For the first time, all the pieces of The Secret come together in an incredible relevation that will be life-transforming for all who experience it.

the pages of de book looks like how we WANTED our lit project to look like. only better.

you know, its so damn irritating tt someone people keeps asking for tags, then dun bother to tag anyone else when we do. havent u heard of Don't do what you don't want other people to do to you. LEARN FROM IT. and HELLO. not every has de priviledge of going online everyday, you know. and clarence i was MAD a you. so stop asking. but now, thankfully, im not talking about you.

went for more angbao collecting today. got err.. 4? i got one less than every1 else cos uncle lawrence forgot to gimme. i was sitting on de sofa readin book... nvm.. jus got 2 less de me. cos he spent ytd playing com while every1 was outside collecting angbaos. HAH! lols. sadded. this year got no invitation to me dad's boss' hse. his boss is rich and is generous w/ de angbaos. heheheh... ((: but he has 3snobby daughters and 1 chess-minded little boy who beat my sis.. they have a crystal chess set?! im not going anywhr tmr. no more bai nian. gonna spend tmr lying down on my bed reading books. or sitting on my comp skinning. I WILL NOT ON MY COM TMR UNTIL NIGHT TIME i promise myself. if not i KNOW i will jus sit down in front of it for de whole day until my mum screams at me or its time to eat. and i KNOW i wont read my book. I LIKE MY BOOK! but its slow moving... i like more exciting thrillers. PS ILY!!!! i wanna watch!!! who wants to come w/ me and shre!? prob going on de last day of CT. shiit. i needa do chem. shiit. wads de website. shiit. i havent read my book. see, i told you so.

yea! went hongbao hunting today! got 18hongbaos. gonna do more tmr. ((: woke up early this morning. cos ppl came over, my dad's side as he's de only son of his side of de family. collected money for de sko0l. felt super lame til i found out tt my cousins had theirs too. lols. i got err... $20? every1 gave only $2. went to popo's hse and ate her niice macaroni ((: went to yipo's hse and watched lion dance. boring lorrhs this yr. the only thing niice was watchin de lion play football w/ de oranges. aft tt, me cuzzies came. yay! jessie, jasmine and hongyan! we spent 1hr+ saying "i wanna go out" or "let's go watch a movie" we spent even more time deciding on a movie tt in de end we did nuthing. watched License to Wed at yipo's place instead. lols. we were still saying de whole time tt we wanted to watch tt 'Ah Long' movie thingy. well, me and jessie did anyway. hongyan watched it b4, but me and jessie were de oldest. ((: ended up gettin jessie to ask leroy, jessie's bf, out for his opinion. of course, he sided w/ jessie. yay! but we still did nuthing... went to me nainai's hse for dinner. but left early. P.S. I Love You is coming out next thurs!!! I WANNA WATCH!!! shre, lets go out on sat!! SKIP HINDI SKO0L! its not tt important... i've got ppl at my hse now. again. playing blackjack. noisy. cant enjoy my tv. got no niice movies at home to watch. hongyan went to jessie and jasmine's place to sleepover. bleahhs. the rest of her family is here.. NOT FAIR! i dun wanna stay at home. so boring! did i mention tt i CANNOT STAND my ****?! she is so SHRILL! so urrgh!!! and she's currently sitting on my sofa eating my new year goodies.. blurrgh. oh, yes and clarence IS fired from de choir blog. i did de honours. YAY! lols. ((: SHREYA'S GETTING PINK STRAWS FOR VALENTINE'S DAY! LOL. and a love letter. bing's not getting one cos u dun wanna get me one. BLEHHHS! ((: i love me!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

O.o i made a new image and i like it!

this is de big version. there's a smaller one i made for my phone too! ((: yay! i tried to do acloud effect but it didnt come out very well.. nvm, im just gonna use brushes next time... ((:

arrgh! im starting to hate Starhub. the other day i couldnt recieve sms. jus now i couldnt recieve incoming calls! arrgh! i've called starhub twice this week alrdy. plus, this i NOT the 1st time lorrhs. irritating... anyway, sko0l today was err... funn? lols. not badd bahhs. had lion dance. NOISY! plus i didnt get any oranges... bleahhs. i got chocolate though. ((: four pieces. 2 gold coins and 2 gold ingots. yay! LOL. went w/ shre to jurong library today. got books! THRILLERS!!!

Body Double and The Apprentice by Tess Gerritsen
Plea of Insanity by Jilliane Hoffman
Blindsighted by Karin Slaughter

I CAN FINALLY READ TESS GERRITSEN BOOKS! cos someone does not want to lend me his... iidiot. i owe him a really hard slap by de biggest, heaviest, hardcover book ever made. LOL. or perhaps 1 of de HP books will do... no, he needs to be smacked. hard. LOL. SHREYA PANDANBHA[?] BHAT!! omg! i cant believe you did that! WITHOUT TELLING ME!? HURRY SEND ME THAT DAMNED EMAIL! if we embarrass ourselves it will be YOUR fault! i want the clothes... ((: oh, yahh. today me and shre realised how pointless our conversations are by having a 15mins+ conversation while i was walking home. and she was busy spilling milo all over her uniform and phone. put it this way, "I'm drinking milo through a PINK straw." and im sposed to do this "WOW! A PINK straw! i never thought the day would come where Shreya Bhat drinks through a PINK straw!" get it!? if u dun, ur hopeless... and did i mention tt i had a terrible headache ytd? and tt we spent most of choir listening to de sop2 do they're sectionals? and i got married ytd! yay! to myy darrliing laogong, JANICE! lols. ((: i now got 1'wift'-cp, 1wife-angeline, 1xiaolaopo-clara and 1laogong-janice! i was trying to get joyce to be my 2ndxiaolaopo. LOL. ((: IM RANDOM AND I LOVE IT! and, no shreya i am not homophobic. lols..

im suddenly starting to miss 2e1 alot. i miss the enthusiasm. the boys shouting across the class. 3e2 is sooo... boring, mundane and hard to please. so damn irritating. and when some guys shouts, i feel so urrgh when there isnt some annoyed girl like to scream back. 3e2 was funn during camp, but now they're jus shiit... and the girls are seriously the mugging girly girl types. ewww... btw, did i mention tt i hate perfume? plus, they dun even socialise, only the boys do. and there is only so much you can find out about hoexian and anhua...anyway, anhua is now my ROBOT BOY!or yuefu daren.. either one, i'll call him when i feel like it. lols. for now it's ROBOT BOY! lols. i like it. ((: btw, can anyone gimme words tt start w/ C? as in adjectives.. i cant think of any. me and shre wanna do de whole alphabet. LOL. we're gonna take damn looonnnnggg... anyway, does anyone wanna go out w/ me on wed? i dun wanna go home and do nth. nainai and yeye's not coming to stay over this year. she says she feels more comfortable at home... oh yea, and i dun wanna go to de 2e1 gathering if it's at someone's hse. i'd rather we go somewhr and play. im starting to feel damn emo. i dun like hongzhang. lols. random thought. he shouts too much and its supper NOT funny. his 'jokes' i mean. dunno why ppl laugh.

non-funny guy + laughing/giggling girls = flirts

and aloisuis seems like a 'follower'. he jus does wadeva hongzhang does. almost like a dog. but sandy's cuter. lols. naughty sandy went on my bed today when i wasnt home. stupid girl. i got Yuki back from de washing machine. his ear still smells like chocolate. dunno why. i have a horrible feeling tt ants are gonna attack him anytime soon... I WANNA GO OUT!!! someone make a date w/ me please?! no, not a DATEdate. as in a let's go out w/ a couple of friends date. lols. i miss mono-boob bing... and no-comment short-legged cow. lols. long names. ((:

A JOKE!? she meant it as a joke...yea, REAL funny. can you sense my sarcasm...
don't you just love the fucking class blog. i should remove my name from the credits. i didn't even make it anymore. you know, i make skins and upload them not because i have to but because i want to. can't you assholes grasp that concept. and now, im not just referring to that piece of shit that cant shut up. if you want to say things fine. but give constuctive critism and not just how much you hate it. btw, for the record, I HATE THE CLASS TEE DESIGN. soo much detail for one stupid shirt. and it'll also be super ex because of the ink used and it sooo will not look niice on any type of shirt. sure, its niice as a whole but HORRIBLE on a shirt. you guys are praising it to high heavens, why? cos its the only one made. you guys comment on my skin, but did any of you shits realise that the base image is the one for the shirt?asssholes... fucking ungrateful pieces of shit. if you just want the base image, fine. you'll be wearing a website on a shirt then, idiots.
on a happier note, As and Bs are funnn! LOL. wad am i talkin bout? this...

A:
I felt artificial when i was abducted by an abominable, absent-minded, amazing, arrogant, artistic, agonized alien, who had been annihilated by an apologetic, airy-headed, astonished, asymmetrical adult who was at a loss to how to aggravate an assexual who had been adulterated by an anti-social, apathetic, anguished, aroused soul.

B:
Betty Boob was a bodacious, bisexual Bohemian bimbom, who liked bumping her big butt with bootilicious bartendars. Her big-boned, bomo bodyguard wore body-hugging, sheer boob-emphasizing bright bling-bling black bras. Betty Boob had been buying blue banjos made by Buddhist monks because she had been brainwashed by a bear-looking, barbie-playing boy. The boy was bald and had bleached-up blue boobs which he exposed on his daily trip to his benefactor's bombastic beach!

cool right?! me and shreya wrote it. we''l do Cs tmr...LOL. SCATOLOGY[did i spell it right?] means to do with shit. jus another cheeem way of saying poop, as put by shreya. LOL. had HOM meeting today. BORING. i got to know Brenda from 3e5. lols. once again, shreya was rushed through lunch to go for her debate. LOL. I CAN RECIEVE SMSES NOW! yay! im on the comp on the pretext on doin chemistry hw which i have no intention of touching. LOL. ((:

i feel like deleting the fucking class blog. if you're gonna be so fussy why dun jus make de skin urself. or we could have jus another old jus downloaded from blogskins.com and not something custom made specially for you guys. ungrateful bunch of assholes...plus the fucking thing isnt even cropped out anymore.fucking assholes.

bored. so boring nowadays.
read finish the book shreya lent me. PS. I Love You
niice book. very emotional. but now i got nuthin to do.
made skins today. dun like them. i cant think of anythin for myself.

CLASS BLOG IS OUT! yay. 3E2
i made the skin! yay. im so proud. LOL