LOL, I KISSED PIZZAPISA! hahahahs, it's the thingy on FB.
i cldnt think of anything to do since i'd alrdy punched him,
so i kissed him, HAHAHAHA!



FORTY EIGHT DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!
TWENTY FIVE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!
i think my bro's getting for me David Cook's Album for Christmas :D
&i shall ask my sis to get me a handbag or wallet or sth, lols XD
jem's getting for me piglet for Christmas/Birthday, cheapsake iidiot, LOL.

poop, no Christmas party this year.
hmpf, prob means not gonna see cousins {mum's side}
&no presents from them either, poop


LOL. who has the biggest brain? duhh, the answer is bloody obvious! me :D

yay(: celebrating nainai's seventieth birthday on the 21st dec :D
nainai's alot btr now :D, she keeps complaining that she cant eat jackfruits &stuff
they're too sweet. &she kept making me eat them. smelly XD

from the Twilight soundtrack,

Decode by Paramore
How can I decide what’s right,
when you’re clouding up my mind?
I can’t win your losing fight
all the time.

Not gonna ever own what’s mine,
when you’re always taking sides.
But you won’t take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

[Chorus]
How did we get here,
when I used to know you so well?
But, how did we get here?
Well, I think I know how.

The truth is hiding in your eyes,
and it’s hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can’t see
what kind of man that you are;
if you’re a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
on my own.
(I’m screaming, “I love you so.”)
On my own.
(My thoughts you can’t decode.)

[Chorus]

Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools
of ourselves.
Do you see what we’ve done?
We’ve gone and made such fools
of ourselves.

How did we get here,
when I used to know you so well? (Yeah, yeah, yeah!)
Well, How did we get here
when I used to know you so well.
I think I know...
I think I know...

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

LOL, i had a completely random, okayy, maybe not THAT random convo with peter.


i'm bored now.

me &joan saw monkies ytd. outside our hse, on the pavements

cant see? it's beside the tree :D

tgif last night was funn :D
HAHAHA stupid josh lost to melissa!
&brenden's.. LOL. iidiot looks nine, but is thirteen.
his screaming does not help his cause either, LOL.

which is niicer? the blue or the black? HELP~ LOL.


i love this song :DD

Next Plane Home by Daniel Powter
I woke up early to
Baby blue eyes from the afar, whoah whoah
And when the sun comes through and
Lights you like the angel you are, whoah whoah
I know I do you wrong when I'm with you I've been gone

With every season change,
It looks the same (november to june), whoah whoah
And dont these empty streets
Skip a beat the flowers dont bloom, whoah whoah

I can�t believe I missed your birthday again
And I wanna come back
But I just don't know when now

And I'm so lonely your not here with me
That's why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

The road that never ends
Around the bend I see your smile, whoah whoah
I'd swim across the sea
To be with you for a while, whoah whoah
cos I'm made a life would be gone
now the way that I feel I just don't belong

And I'm so lonely you're not here with me
thats why I'm gonna be on the next plane home
And you're you're the only face I wanna see
thats why I'm gonna be on the next plane home

Stand around try to make every moment
And be somebody, yeah, anybody
It seems the whole world is taking me over
I need somebody to help me get back to it

And I've always been a million miles away
Bbut things are gonna change
I just wanna come home

And you're you're the only face I wanna see
Thats why I gonna be on the next plane home
Yeah, I'm taking the next plane home
Now I'm getting the next plane home
Now I'm taking the next plane home

i washed my hair today :D LOL
yeahh, i cldnt wash them ytd cause i rebonded.
i think im gonna go back to the salon again..
the left side of my hair is wavy, so gonna go back to fix it.

..i forgot what i was gonna blog about. uhh,
when i remember it, i shall continue this post, BUHBYE! [2:04PM]

tag replies
shre: ..what did you say?
shre: LOL.
cp: huh?? what/who eat flower?
cp: blehhs, suan me somemore! hmpf.

aiyah, i cant remember what i was gonna post, [2:19PM]
so i shall post some other random crap :D

uhh, how about five untruths about kellie? LOL
1. she is freaking drop-dead gorgeous {this term can go both was XD}
2. she is desperately inLOVE with lizards {especially big slimy ones}
3. she lives in a penthouse full of beanbags with her beehoon(: {in Paris :D}
4. she owns a yellow Lamborghini &a black BMW {fully insured too :D}
5. she completely LOVES DeathCab for Cutie {their music rawks}
6. she is blissfully married to Cristiano Ronaldo {great bedwarmer, btw :D}
7. she is has a completely legitimate relationship with Kimi {blond-hair-blue-eyed-cutie :D}
8. she is onsidering writing a mushy love letter to her beloved LCL {ahh, sweet sweet love}

in a completely formal tone with a completely straight, honest face:
the above statements are completely true :D

yay(: i rebonded my hair :DD
it's now rod-straight. yay(:
&it smells niice :D

went Christmas shopping at Orchard ytd. DAMN FREAKING SIAN LAHHS!
saw this really CUTE guy, he was working as Santa's Elf,
giving away sweets in Robinson during the cardmembers' sale last night.
like, CUTE guy giving away CANDY to LITTLE KIDS OMG! LOL.
he was carrying the sweet bag following the big old man arnd

my MUM decided to go up to him &asked him for a sweet.
he gave me a lollipop.
LIKE HELLO! he's like, what SIXTEEN/SEVENTEEN?!
&he gave me CANDY like some little KID!! BLOODY HELL!

I SWEAR he smirked at him. ARRGHHH!! aft that i saw him like abt 4-5 more times
I SWEAR he recognises me. BLOODY HELL!! each time he saw me, he SMIRKED at me.
damn him &his cute face..

..he's really cute. :D



ANYWAY, we shopped all the way til like 9PM?
you know what me, my mum &my sis did for like 40+mins?
stare at hairbands, hairclips &earrings.. yeahh. for my sis -.-
but my mum got my Christmas/Birthday present :DDD
a gorgeous watch(: white, digital, sleek :D

then FINALLY went to queue up. we queued for ONE BLOODY HOUR
bloody cashiers are sooo freaking slow! arrgh.
reached home at 10.40PM, THEN had dinner. yay for food..

FIFTY ONE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FIFTY EIGHT DAYS TO PRESENTS
i like shopping at Robinsons well, during their cardmember sales anw..
i get to see a cute elf who gave me CANDY! &they feed me while i shop.
LOL. yeahh, they were giving out some posh finger food
&wine and fruit juice. yeahh.. LOL. i like the chicken wrap thingy

im wearing my old black-framed specs. sent my red specs to change the lenses.
wont get it until like, next week? sposed to be ready by friday,
but cant go down tmr. i cld get my dad to collect it for me,
but if there's anything wrong, i STILL hafta go down.

i dont like my black-framed specs
it looks like someone seperated my forehead from the rest of my face.. LOL.

the cow asked me to do this.. LOL.

RULE#1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE#2 : Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Do you have secrets?
psstt! i have a secret: i have secrets :DD

Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger then you?
i have decided not to, unless im like 20+ &single..

How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
a few months, max. if he likes me, but doesnt do anything = commitment phobe, not worth.
if he doesnt like me, what's the point of forcing myself on him?

Which is more blessed, being loved by someone or loving someone?
lovedd, cause i love myself :DD

List out 5 favorite things that you like and 4 things about yourself.
I like: alot of things, doya really wan me to list them??
things about yourself: read previous post! 10 15 things there :DD

Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yeahh(: lots, BOOKS &beehoon(:

What makes you (: all the time?
uhh, alot of stuff :DD
isnt this qn a repitition of the previous qn??

How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
fab, rich, attached :DD

Who currently is the most important to you?
nainai :D

What is bothering you in your life right now?
uhh, me being too broke to buy clothes to pamper myself with
&to buy christmas presents for everyone.

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
practicality says former, kellie says latter :DD

What are the things you wanna do?
now? nothing but entertainment.

If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them are the same, who would you pick?
umm, depends. if i feel the same for both, the hotter one :DD

Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
depends, i can hold a grudge..

How do you say goodbye to someone you don't want to let go?
lift your hand, wave, and scream 'BYEBYE! SEE YOU TOMORROW!'

If there is a choice between lover and friends, who would you choose?
why would the ones i love wanna tear me apart?

Will you fall in love soon?
i am inLOVE :DD yay(:

Name 3 people who are important in your life as of now.
shreya, cheanpin, uhh, dunno, joshua?

The Five people:
cheanpin, shreya, neville, limin, liying

went to wm lib tdy, urgh. cant find a decent book.. seriously,
feels like i've finished all the DECENT books there are.

i went for lunch, &my chicken rice was very hot
so i went away for like less than 10minutes to buy a mineral water
when i came back, i found a humongous half-dead dragonfly on my chair.


to curb her boredom, kellie shall list 10 random facts about herself :D

1. she get bored regularly &needs constant entertainment :D
2. her second toe is longer than her big toe :D
3. she loves 'noisy music' :D but hates heavy metal
4. she gets very proud of herself when she eats an apple :D
5. she loves singing to herself :D but not in front of an audience
6. her left eye is over 400degrees higher than her right eye :D
7. she loves the shape of her ears :D
8. she loves her legs :D but hates her skinny ankles
9. she loves herself :D in general
10. she wants to be beehoon's curry :D
11. her fingernails are bloody long but she cant be bothered to cut them :D
12. she is well aware of having exceeded 10, but cant stop :D
13. she is currently listening to Miles Away by Madonna on the radio :D
14. she thinks Madonna is freaking HOT for a 50year old :D
15. she thinks she needs to stop now, so buhbye :D

im gonna change my specs lens, tmr i think.
im gonna rebond my hair tmr too. say byebye to $120.. *sniff
{looks pathetic waving to her money box}

btw, i want a piggy bank
as in literally pig-shaped money box :DDD
wld someone care to get one for me for christmas?

&dont ignore my booklist! crucial to my existance! LOL.

FIFTY THREE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY DAYS TO PRESENTS
exactly one month to Christmas :DDD
&yeahh josh, you have no choice but to get me sth for christmas(:
why? cause i say so :DDD &cause you promised
when i was hitting you the other day yay :DDDD

..i love this song. i love the lyrics(:

Greatest Day by Take That
Today this could be, the greatest day of our lives
Before it all ends, before we run out of time
Stay close to me,
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me.

Tonight this could be the greatest night of our lives
Let’s make a new start,
The future is ours to find
Can you see it, can you see it in my eyes
Can you feel it now, can you hold it in your arms tonight
Hold on
Hold on,
Hold on
Hold on (Tonight)
Hold on
Hold on

Oh stay close to me (Hold On)
Stay close to me
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay closes me

Ooooooh
Hold your head high, (Hold On)
Arms open wide
Yea the world starts to come alive when you stay close it me

Today this could be the greatest day of our lives
Today this could be the greatest day of our lives

Oooooh
And the world comes alive
And the world comes alive
And the would comes alive
Oh oh oooooh
Stay close to me (and the world comes alive) hold on
Stay close to me (and the world comes alive)
Watch the world come alive tonight
Stay close to me (Hold on)
Oh stay close to me and the world comes alive
Stay close to me and the world comes alive

Watch the world come alive tonight
(stay close to me) oh oh ohoooo

LOLLOL. must read! just read it, freaking funny, HAHAHAH



FIFTY FOUR DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY ONE DAYS TO PRESENTS

High School Never Ends by Bowling for Soup
Four years you think for sure
That’s all you’ve got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT
This is the same as where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that’s just great

Chorus:
The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex,
Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids
You’ll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom’s straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair and the car you drive
Doesn’t matter if you’re sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
She’s the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the quarterback
I’ve seen it all before
I want my money back

Chorus
High school never ends

Chorus
High school never ends x2
Here we go again

quiz number one.
The person who tagged me: coww. (limin)
Your relationship with him/her is: duhh, my stead lahhs -.-
Your five impressions of him/her: veryy white.. no comment XD
The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you: idk lehhs, LOL.
The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you: no comment
If he/she becomes your lover, you will: snog her, duhh. LOL.
If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: idk, snog more?
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will: uhh, bish her up
If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: she mooo-ed in my ‘territory’
The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: snog her, LOL, idk
Your overall impression of him/her is: no comment, cow!
How you think people around you will feel about you? uhh, idk?
The characteristics you love of yourself are: im niice(: yay!
On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are: uhh, I love myself(:
The most ideal person you want to be is: MOI
For people who care for and like you, say something to them: ..hellooo~

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
1. cheanpin
2. shreya
3. maxi
4. adalia
5. liying
6. neville
7. joshua
8. alan
9. clara
10. limin

Who is no.6 having relationship with? (neville) uhh, idk?
Is no. 9 a male or female? (clara) orange.
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Joshua&limin) HAHAHAH coool~ too badd they don’t know each other -.-
What is no.2 studying about? (shreya) random stuff which make no sense to begin with..
When is the last time you had a chat with no.3? (maxi) uhh, forgot. He ran away from me in class last sundayy...
What kind of music band does no.8 like? (alan) hillsong? Idk.
Will you woo no.3? (maxi) ..i never liked the word ‘woo’
How about no.7? (joshua) I bet he’s gonna laugh his head off when he sees this qn -.-
Is no.4 single? (adalia) idk, are you? XD
What is the surname of no.5? (liying) lee
What’s the hobby for no.4? (adalia) singing
Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (liying&clara) yeahh?
Where is no.2 studying at? (shreya) home.
Say something casual about no.1: (cheanpin) I wanna hug you :D
Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (alan) HAHAHAHAH as if! Anw, how to you TRY to develop feelings??
Where does no.9 live at? (clara) singapore. hillview?
What colour does no.3 like? (maxi) idk, orange?
Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (liying&cheanpin) yeahh :D
Does no. 1 have any pets? (cheanpin) is PISA counted? XD
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (joshua) ..he’s laughing again, &NO WAY!
What is no. 10 doing now? (limin) uhh, what you doing arrs? LOL.



quiz number two.
rules & regulations,
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2.At the end, you will need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list down their names.
3.People who get tagged need to post 10 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state the rules clearly.
4.NO TAG BACK! :D

1- i love myself :DD egocentric(:
2- i love beehoon(: &sandy :D
3- i have skinny ankles which do not look niice in most shoes..
4- i am superbly bored &need something drastic to keep myself occupied
5- doing quizzes does not help curb my boredom.
6- i love shopping but hate buying shoes
7- i love saying ‘i’
8- i am completely &truly inLOVE with LCL -.-
9- i don’t like chinese songs
10- i think JJ is very ugly, yeahh I saw him ytd.

tag, you're it
cheanpin, shreya, maxi, adalia, liying, neville, joshua, alan, clara, limin

i went to the bookfest ytd.
most horrigible bookfest ever i mean,
what kinda bookfest doesnt sell bestsellers &new release??!
it simply reminds me how much popular sucks.

i shall list some books which i want, but are either not interesting enough
for me to buy them, or cant be found at a BOOKFEST

*Sold by Tess Stevens
*As I Lay Me Down to Sleep by Eileen Munro with Carol McKay
Goodnight Beautiful by Dorothy Koomson
Keepsake by Tess Gerritsen
Timebomb by Gerald Seymour
*Torn Apart by James Patterson and Hal Friedman
*Hold Tight by Harlan Coben
The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson
*The Little Prisoner by Jane Elliot
*Ugly by Constance Briscoe

the ones with asterisks are true stories, autobiographies.

FIFTY FIVE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY TWO DAYS TO PRESENTS
i reallyreallyreallyreally want Keepsake by Tess Gerritsen
and Torn Apart by James Patterson and Hal Friedman.

i bought myself The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson yay(:

the not interested enough books are The Little Prisoner
by Jane Elliot and Ugly by Constance Briscoe.
ture stories, but abit screwed. as in, they had a choice,
but made the wrong one themselves &they dare complain.

i wanna read the autobiography by Dave Pelzer's brother. i cant rmb his name..

yeahh im currently out somewhere uhh, i dunno where. LOL.
someone sms me so i dont hafta suffer with the insufferable small monster boy??



READ MY PREVIOUS POST READ MY PREVIOUS POST! omgomgomg YAY :DDDDDDDDD

FIFTY SIX DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY THREE DAYS TO PRESENTS

!BOOOO guess where am i?? uhh,
on some bridge for some treetop walk with family.
yeahhh, 8km i think, gosh.



tiring. LOL. i bet i've walked like 4km plus now?
urgh. yay(: lunch later with nainai(:
then tuition. urgh

zomg, im going to Raffles' Hotel for dinner tonight
YAYAYAYAY :DDDDD

FIFTY SEVEN DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY FOUR DAYS TO PRESENTS YAYAYAYAY :DDDD my birthday's on a saturday(:
i shall drag some ppl to go out with me on friday :DDDD

New Year Resolution
Get close to beehoon(: by 11th Jan(second PA, hopefully with beehoon(:) so that beehoon(: will get me something on 18th Jan.
oooohh~ beehoon(: shall get me a gorgeous 3 tier cake
which says I LOVE YOU yay :DDDD

is anyone asking why beehoon(: is called beehoon(:?
hahahahahah, cause beehoon(: was eating beehoon with beehoon(:'s hands
&looked completely disgustingly CUTEE~ yeahh(: thus the nickname beehoon(:
&also cause if i use beehoon(:'s real name, some ppl will rat on me.
like how someone ratted on me abt HOT NICHOLAS~

anyway, im soooo over HOT NICHOLAS~ he's 5years older!!
beehoon(: rawks :DDDDD

umm, i cant think of anything to post. poop. LOL.
read tomorrow's post. i dont wanna post it tonight.i dunno why
so, read tmr. i dont care when tmr, just tmr. tmr morning i think, i cant rmb.

i shall post random pics everyday just to have sth more on my blog than just words.
i found this on my phone. HAHAHAH


ohhyeahh, my cousin got 253, so my uncle's disappointed.
well, im disappointed too actually, seriously expected him to get 260++
&he was aiming for IP in ACSI, well, he cant get IP anymore, i think
actually, i dont know since he's in ACS Junior, affiliated..
urgh, i dont really care actually

FIFTY EIGHT DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY FIVE DAYS TO PRESENTS
i do not like to think please dont make me think.
i shall hate you if i hafta think. i have overworked holiday braincells.
i mean, what part of HOLIDAY do ppl not understand??

i was digressing again.

now, where was i? ohhyeahh, having nothing to post abt.
ohhwait. LOL, i just had something to post about. digressing

i love digressing. i shall make an occupation out of it.
what job requires one to constantly digress?? uhh, i dont like thinking.

me &shreya discussed underwear colours today. i shall not elaborate

omg, i canNOT get more bored than this.
it is bloody only eight o clock
&i feel like falling asleep. GOD

can someone please give me something to do?
no, ISPL is not counted. i hate it

HAHAHAHAHAHAH PSLE results out tmr.
ohh wait, my cousin's P6.. LOL.
he'll probably do well, like get into RI or ACSI
if he doesnt, he'll get butchered. but he probably will,
i've never seen a more mature 12 year old. serious.
except for the times he's going on abt online games..

sorry, digressing.

ANYWAY, cld someone like bring me out somewhere?
gosh, i feel like some kid. overgrown
mummy, can bring me out go kaikai? LOL.

FIFTY NINE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY SIX DAYS TO PRESENTS
yay(: im going Genting 12 to 14 Dec. LOL.
well, happy to be getting out of Singapore,
but guilty to be leaving with nainai sick..

i just realised that i started this post at 8:30PM and it's alrdy 9:38PM now..

chinese wasnt as horrigible as expected today. weirdly.
it was seriously freaky. she was niice *shudders
&HAHAHAHA, she kept putting her arm arnd kwangteng. LOL.
i pity kellee she ate all the soggy veges. HAHAHAHAH~~
liying kept drinking soup. LOL. she ate the most i think.. LOL.

joshua says i'm egocentric

egoistic&eccentric i cant agree more :DD it's good to love oneself. &according to him,
God made special reference to people like me in the 10 Commandments.
love thy neighbour as thou love thyself YAY :DDDDD
&eccentric is good. it's different(:

to think it was dry five minutes ago..

yay(: i'm getting Keepsake by Tess Gerritsen for Christmas!
from my darling number uhh, three or four? i dunno.. LOL. aiyah, from DARLING lahhs :DDD
oooohh~ &EXTRA CHOCOLATE in exchange for reallyreally cute M&M Earphones LOL.
yeahhh!

i still wanna go kaikai..

urrgh. currently wasting away at some stupid chinese outing with LCL
someone please remind why i chose to come for this freaking thing again??
actually, it's not that i dont wanna be here
i just dont wanna be here with LCL

good thing? FOOOODD!! yeahh to the creation of food.
did i ever mention how much i hate LCL? well, i do.
i think i just took my wedding vows..

AHHHHHH. thanks god for the invention of scheduled posts. LOL.
yeahh, i only JUST discovered it. stupid LCL..

as i have no idea what i am actually doing right now since this is a scheduled post, i shall assume i am hating life and cursing LCL with the greatest passion i can muster, which is probably seeing as i can hold a grudge for like, ever.

i typed this on 18th November 2008, 8.17PM
&HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CLARA :DDDDD
although i already wished you a happy birthday in the previous post

will anyone with a handphone sms me? i bet im freaking bored right now.
i soooo do NOT wanna be here. yeahh, i am lamenting over my LOSS
youth is priceless yet i am wasting it. sighs

fyi, i think you're the cutest couple :DD
in other words, i love my boob(:
&i even more love calling you boob cause you hate it :DDD

good morning no wait, it's night. goodnight(:
why is good morning two words, but goodnight one word?

i am freaking bored as you will have probably realised.
you'll find out tmr exactly to what extent i am bored out of my mind at 12.30PM.

this image is thus far titled Change
cause i cant think of anything and i do NOT wanna
call it Metamorphosis as shre has suggested. bad memories..


does anyone have anything for me to do?
PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE come over to my hse someone??
urrgh. LOL. prostitutanal.. HAH. new word :DDD

i think you're cute(:

i want my beehoon(s)
i shall make a conscious effort to think of beehoon(s) more
he SHALL eventually be mine. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAH recurring HAHAHAs

sighs is beehoon in saba? arrgh,
why issit HIM who tells me he is and HE doesnt say anything??

i wish he DID lift me. i dont care where we were.

SIXTY DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY SEVEN DAYS TO PRESENTS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA TAN YIJUN it IS your birthday right? i rmb 18nov.. LOL.

tuition today was boring. i already studied differentiation..

why am i here? cause God sent me here.
LOL, hidden meaning much :DDDD

yeahh, i'm entertaining myself.
could someone entertain me for me please?
im tired to entertaining myself..

i shall entertain myself by doing something else..
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i need something to do

i made another skin. really really really simple
i dont think i've ever made a simpler skin.
like bloody hell i typed out every
single bit of coding from scratch myself.

anyway, i let shre use it. urgh
see, im like soo freaking niice
despite the fact that i am in
complete need for a skin myself,
i BIG-HEARTED-LY let brawns use it. sigh

stupid shreya bhat how the hell
can you screw up the simplest of codes!?
which part of SIMPLE do you NOT understand!?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
you suck, you suck, you suck, you suck, you suck!

bloody hell even aft i did the complete html for you
INCLUDING your profile, links &tagboard you still cant use it!?
gosh, you just suck.

yay(: another day of laughing my head off at someone

i made a new skin.
Espionage. [js*]


church was bloody boring tdy.
we did nothing before mass and did MORE nothing after mass.
sniff sniff my beehoon left early.
nvm, he's still hot(:

SIXTY TWO DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
THIRTY NINE DAYS TO PRESENTS
i saw another seriously HOT guy aft mass
freaking hot hotter then beehoon(:
now curry's got two plates to finish :DDDD
anw, he's freaking HOT. cute face, hot hair,
lean bod. GORGEOUS CLOTHES!

Condoms should be marketed in 3 sizes, jumbo, colossal, and super colossal, so that men do not have to go in and ask for the small.
Barbara Seaman

During sex, my girlfriend always wants to talk to me. Just the other night she called me from a hotel.
Rodney Dangerfield

Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.
Marie Curie

Fear is not being frightened, but having a deep sense of understanding and respect.
Anonymous

suddenly church is full of hot, cute, GORGEOUS guys
someone shud come up with a decree for them to look for poor lonely girls

i need something to fawn over. something real.
and not some plate of beehoon at the other end
of the very very very very long table

the song's in the player ------------->

Let It Rock by Kevin Rudolf Ft. Lil Wayne
I see your dirty face, High behind your collar
What is done in vain, Truth is hard to swallow
So you pray to God, To justify the way you
live a lie, live a lie, live a lie

And you take your time
And you do your crime
Well you made your bed
I'm in mine

Chorus:
Because when I arrive, I..I'll bring the fire
Make you come alive, I can take you higher
What this is, forgot? I must now remind you
Let It Rock, Let It Rock, Let It Rock

Now the son's disgraced. He, who knew his father
When he cursed his name. Turned, and chased the dollar
But it broke his heart, So he stuck his middle finger
To the world, To the world, To the world

And you take your time
And you stand in line
Well you'll get what's yours
I got mine

Chorus

Yeah! Wayne's world, Planet Rock
Panties drop And the tops
And she gunna rock 'til the camera stop
And I sing about angels like angela (rock)
and pamela (rock)
and samantha (rock)
and amanda (rock)
and tamara (rock)
I'm in here up like bitch what's up
Mechanic, me, I can fix you up
I can fuck you up, I can fuck you down
Shorty we can go wherever just pick a town
And the jewelry is louder than an engine sound
Big sex rocks like off the ground
Baby like socks that's on the ground,
Weezy

Chorus
Just let it Rock
Let It Rock, Let It Rock,
Let It Rock, Let it Rock, Let it Rock

I'm back like I forgot somethin, I'm somethin
Rollin' Rock rubbin' rap runnin'
Miles like I'm trying to get a flat stomach
Like Wayne the personal trainer
My aim is perfect I'll fuck ya
Period, Like the remainder

I wish I could be, As cool as you
And I wish I could say, The things you do
But I can't and I won't live a lie
No not this time

i made a new image. i like it :DDDD
it reminds me of some evill version of Charlie's Angels. i made a blue version too, but isnt so striking.

i'm going to the Swissotel again this weekend. yay(: &im rebonding my hair following tuesday :DDD

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Nas (Nasir Jones)



i dont wanna go for the stupid chinese thingy on wed. stupid LCL

i feel like going to macdonald's on monday.. XDD

DOES ANYONE WANNA COME OVER TO MY HOUSE!?
i'm bored, but cant be bothered to go out. poop

A fast word about oral contraception. I asked a girl to go to bed with me and she said 'no'.
Woody Allen

SIXTY THREE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FORTY DAYS TO PRESENTS
hahah. i was laughing at NTUC ytd. the one at BPP.
their wine shelf collapsed and a few bottles fell &broke.
red wine. so the floor ended up looking like someone just died.

all the old aunties ran to stand right beside the shelf.
blocking the cleaning staff. just to stare
iidiots i hate people who do that.

A man can sleep around, no questions asked, but if a woman makes nineteen or twenty mistakes she's a tramp.
Joan Rivers

i bet if one of those aunties saw a lil' kid
in the path of an oncoming car, they wldnt do anything.
aft that they gather arnd to stare at the kid.

Cheated On Me by Gavin Degraw
I'm love-sick somewhere tonight
I'm love-sick somewhere tonight
I don't need writing on the wall
I've felt it for so long
Am I even on your mind
Or are you now in...

[Chorus]
Someone else's eyes
Someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves
I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I think you cheated on me

I've been this love-sick before
I've felt just like this before
There was another just like you
I loved her for so long
But I had poison on my mind
And I drove her into...

[Chorus]

I said I've had this sense before
But I left an open door
For this to walk into my life
And maybe I suspect too much
But it's just hard for me to trust
When I'm all wound up inside
I just drive you off and into...

[Chorus]

Someone else's eyes
Someone else's arms
Someone else's obvious moves

I'm a jealous guy
I hear people talk
And it isn't hard to believe
I was never easy to please
And I think you cheated on me

i made another skin. the image is common,
but stupid layout took a hell lot of time..
idlewild [js*]


suddenly i find myself making lotsa skins.
completely bored nowadays. gimme sth to do!!
poop

i did this on wed or tues. during maths.
was so bored that i typed random crap on my phone.

...whee
yay(:
snore. wake me up when sch ends.
do not sing. hell will rise above heaven.
...speechless.
i sent less than 50SMSes ytd(:
doe a deer a female deer
ray a drop of golden sun
me a name i call myself
far a long long way to run
sew a needle pulling thread
lah a note to follow soh
tea a drink with jam and bread
that will bring us back to doh-oh-oh-oh
do ray mi fa soh lah ti do

Break Even by The Script
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

[Chorus]
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

[Chorus]
(One still in love while the other ones leaving
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

[Chorus]
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

graveyard. [js*]

i like this skin(: i'd use it if i didnt love my current one more(:

Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback
This time
I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing
I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holdin' my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It's just like Déjà Vu
Me standin' here with you
So I'll be holdin' my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that

'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

You can't give up!
Lookin' for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holdin' on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh

Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

aloy sent me an sms tdy. sth abt this sundayy being the last class
then, CLARA snatched my phone, so accidentally deleted it.

me: what did you say? my friend deleted the msg.

aloy: !!!!!!!! Ask Joan to forward you. It's a fking long text.

me: i know. TELL ME!!

aloy: Ok fine. Be present on sunday cause it's an important lesson. There would be a PA briefing I think and the calendar for next year would be given. Bring your box if you want to. But collect or save as much money as you can. I hate you.

me: thank you. i'm not particularly fond of you either(:

aloy: !!!!!!!! I'm sure.

me: you know that each exclamation mark is a click sound in dunno-which-
country? clickclickclickclickclickclickclickclick

he didnt reply after that. poop LOL.

thy work of art LOL


during lit today(:



another work of art(:


all i want for Christmas is a half naked footballer, two F1 drivers, a first-year business student and particularly her beehoon(:

shre:
urgh
when i fall asleep i embarass myself.
evidence: "scandalous" pic.

me:
LOLLOL.
you embarass yourself regardless your state of consciousness

shre:
i know, more so when im awake. BUT STILL!
HZ?!
SLEEPING??!!
AURGH

me:
HAHAH
it's cause consciously, you're in denial.
therefore your body reponses to the subconscious mind while you are unconscious.

shre:
are u hinting at smthing?
cause if u are,I DONT LIKE IT

me:
of COURSE not..

shre:
urgh.
spell it out please
so i can think of an argument. i feel very blegh right now.

me:
nahh, it takes the funn out of everything
doya still need me to spell out my conscious-subconscious theory??

shre:
yeahh
so i can retaliate.

me:
lol. you are secretly in love with hz(:

shre:
no evidence. i fall asleep anywhere,at anytime. and i tend to do stupid stuff on a regular basis, as the stupid list suggests. plus i am an incorrigible subconscious flirt.

me:
incorrigible subconscious flirt with particular reference to ongang.

shre:
noooo incorrigible subconscious flirt with no particular reference to anyone.

me:
subconscious therefore the consious mind does not notice.

shre:       
cause there isnt anything to notice.

me:
no there isnt. for the conscious mind. why do you think there's a division b/w conscious &subconscious? it's cause it's what the conscious doesnt notice

shre:
so what? my hearts deepest desire is t flirt w/ everyone?

me:
nahh, it's to flirt with everyone, particularly ongang.

shre:
nooo.i literally flirt w/ EVERYONE. no particular sm1

me:
you dont even know that you flirt, so how wld YOU know who you flirt with?
you flirt EXTRA with ongang.

shre:
ack. no i dont. u want to believe that so ur mind is making u think that its true.

me:
unlike you, i am more conscious of my subconscious.
i am not in denial(:

shre:
...damn u/
u cant be conscious of ur subconscious
its called subconscious for a reason...

me:
no, but i'm aware of my thoughts.

shre:
...so am i...

me:
uh-huh. then why do you end up flirting not even knowing that you're flirting?

shre:
...for all u know, i know im flirting. mabbe i like flitring. and im pretending to be oblivious so as to not come across as a "brazen woman"
AHA!
WHOOT!

me:
but then i KNOW you DONT know you're flirting. fyi, i know you too well.
&you ALREADY come across as brazen so it makes no diff whether you're oblivious or not.
ALSO. the guys you flirt with dont know you're 'oblivious'
more or less only me &cp knows. so HAH

shre:
not like im SUCH a great flirt anyway. like they notice.

me:
wth do you think derrick, hoexian, hz, aloy, leo, ROY, flirt back?!

shre:
they do?
huh?
are they supposed to?

me:
further proof that you're in complete denial and am not thinking coherently.
thus proving that you ARE in love with ongang

shre:
huh?? i didnt even get what u said...
"wth do you think derrick, hoexian, hz, aloy, leo, ROY, flirt back?!"

WAZZ TT EVEN MEAN??

me:
why the hell

shre:
OMG THEY FLIRT BACK?!
!!!!!!!!

me:
...i wonder why ROY's been acting strangely the past few days *light bulb flash*
it definitely WASNT you. *rolls eyes*

shre:
..............................................................................................oh god.
so what? u say roy has a crush on me?
YEAH RIGHT

me:
nahh, roy has a new crush every other mth.
im just saying that you're a flirt magnet.
cause you flirt. particularly with ongang, since he's also the one who reciprocates the most.

is this convo over? im bored with the topic alrdy.

shre:
NO IT IS NOT!

IM BORED.

me:
nvm, i shall just pretend it's over.
conclusion: you're in love with ongang.

shre:
WHAT?!

SIXTY FIVE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FORTY TWO DAYS TO PRESENTS if you noticed, my manual birthday counter skips days.
i lost count here and there, so had to recount.. LOL

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. - William Shakespeare

Femme Fatale [js*]

shre named it. again. READ THE SKIN INFO! LOLLOL

i have pics, but since i asked shre to upload them, i'll post them later.

YAYAYAYAY :DDDDDDD i'm happy today(:
LOL, for more than one reason YAY(:

NUMBER ONE for my boob(: well, not my boob but my boob
NUMBER TWO i lovelovelove my buys ytd!! :DDD
NUMBER THREE i made a list of all the stupid things shre said tdy(: there're lots of them
NUMBER FOUR i thought abt beehoon tdy(: well, everyday, but still(:
NUMBER FIVE i'm just happy(: is that a crime? so sue me. i'll prob get executed(:

i love my buys(: omg. freaking niice

shreya's stupid list for today.

many people had sleepless nights because they were dead

if a gay has sex with a lesbo, doesnt that cross them both out?

oily conflict --> iraq&kuwait
kaboom kaboom kaboom boom boom!!!!!
catalyst for the gulf war

you give me wings when im flying
you give me gas when i die...
you give me lice when im crying

thank god for boobs

you give me boobs when i need it...

does anyone want to donate money to the Fransiscan International? coins only.

went to watch Quantum of Solace ytd.
freakin- not that great, it's abit stupid actually.
it's called Quantum cause that's what the evill ppl are called
it's called Solace cause Bond is seeking revenge, thus solace.

stupid parts?
only once was Quantum mentioned.
when the bad guy admitted it, 10seconds before he died. tada~
Solace wasnt mentioned a single time..

SIXTY SEVEN DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FORTY FOUR DAYS TO PRESENTS
my blogger is still down. if not i wld upload pics of my clothes(:
got my GORGEOUS GORGEOUS STARR TOP :D [$29]
got a PINK TUBE(: with a hole at the side of my waist [$9]
got a REALLY CUTE POLKA DOTTED PANTS [$9]

lotsa ppl bet that Obama will get assassinated before he takes over the reins in January

one cannot be DEAD TIRED
cause if you're dead, you wont be tired.
&if you can be tired, it means that you can't be dead.

bought my sis's bday and Christmas presents alrdy(:
saw a pair of great earrings ytd. i liked it
but it doesnt suit me, so got it for my sis instead(:

i'll probably borrow it from her every now&then

btw, I LOVE TEH CHEANPIN
but you still shud've told me. hmpf. LOL.

let us eunuch-ify(:

1. introduce ****** to some other her-type guy.
2. ******* heartbroken, comes to me(:
3. falls inLOVE with me(:
4. asks me to prom(:
5. goes to some cul de sac SNOGATHON!
6. prom king&queen
7. happily ever after :DDDD

did anyone notice my wishlist!??

according to shreya, kellie&******* is to
■nosehair&pubichair
■greentea&popcorn
■toilet&garbage
■poop&vomit

according to kellie, kellie&******* is to
□greentea&cheanpin
□beehoon&fishcake
□popcorn&movies
□poop&pee

SIXTY NINE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FORTY SIX DAYS TO PRESENTS
..i love breakingdawn
..i love presents
..i love hotguys
..i love edward
..i love books
..i love dogs
..i love me

i'm broke.

SIXTY NINE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FORTY SIX DAYS TO PRESENTS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COWW~
finally you're 15. but still shorter than me right? XDD

i made a new skin
yea, very copycat, i know :DDD

my sheep. [js*]

guess where i got the sheep from?
heh, the Windows Live skin :DDD

my new found sheep love :DDD

went out for dinner with nainai&yeye tdy(:
nainai's finished her radiotherapy,
but i think her hair's staring to drop again..
nvm, she still has the wig XDD

i found out tdy that my godpa &yeye {they're bros actually}
have the same birthday, only 12years apart. coool
it's like s complete circle
yeye's the oldest kid, my godpa's the youngest
but they both have the same birthday

goodnight(:

SEVENTY DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FORTY SEVEN DAYS TO PRESENTS
yea, i know cheanpin's used this skin before, but i like it(:

i'm bored. i need something random to blog about

ytd was funn, lols

i'm not getting my phone.
stupid starhub changed the stupid policy
so now hafta wait til my sis's plan expires before doing anything.
so i hafta wait til THIRTEENTH DECEMBER
before getting my phone, and only IF
my sis doesnt want to change hers
but chances are that i'll get to change mine(:

&if i dun get to change, i can change next june anw :DDD

i shall make a Christmas shopping list
not that i'll actually get the stuff..

mummy Royce Chocolate
daddy Royce Chocolate
jiejie Royce Chocolate
korkor Royce Chocolate
desmond Royce Chocolate
sandy some dog treats(:
stupid boy nothing or maybe dog treats..

shreya a bruise
cheanpin some HSM thing?
limin something green

leonard something
clara some teddy bear(:
liying something purple
yijun something pink
suchi some HSM/JoBro thing?

joan ..she doesnt like presents
joshua bicycle gloves? nahh
maxi something(:
peter something(:
bryan something
aloysius should i? fine.. something

maxi's dog some dog treats(:

my list ends cause i cant think of anymore ppl to give presents to
umm, Royce Chocolate cause what they really want i cant afford.
dog treats are self explanatory(:
a bruise cause it gives her bliss(:
the coloured somethings are self explanatory
the somethings are cause i cant think of anything

&i have decided not to get joshua anything yay :DDDDD
but perhaps i shall get aloysius something.. LOL.

okayy, i got my random post today(:
buhbye~ :DDDD

tag replies
they're only lame cause you're in them shre
i liked it! &i was sick of the others.. cp
yay(: shre
thou shalt not use thy Lord's name in vain shre
yes i love my name too(: shre
if you didnt care you wldnt be screaming your head off(: shre
poop, dunno why i cant open them.. limin
well, then you'll get a bruie too(: cp
LOL, gorgeous isnt it? XD cp
yes, we know.. LOL cp

two more new skins :DDD
i wonder who named them shreya padmanabha bhat

bruise. [js*]


bliss(: [js*]


HAHAHAHHA! scandalous~

the one picture i manage to upload
thank god it's the loveliest(:

&dont ask me questions. ask them.
HAHAHAHH :DDDD

YAY(: :DDDDDDD jasper's cute(:

jackson rathbone shall be my prmo date :DDD
DO NOT CLICK THIS LINK you have been warned..

YAYAYAY :DDD i'm getting a new phone(:
yea, im getting the W760i by the end of this week
probably gonna get black, the red is red&blue, HIDEOUS

my blogger is still not co-operating fully
so i shall only post the pics i managed to upload


HAHAHAHAH ooohh~

1 2 3 4 (I Love You) by Plain White T's
1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

Chorus:
You make it easy,it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only
1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you- (I love you)
I love you
There's only
1 way
2 say those
3 words
and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best I that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

Chorus
(I love you) I love you.

Chorus

SEVENTY SIX DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FIFTY THREE DAYS TO PRESENTS
i went shopping today again(: :DDDDDDDD
bought a gorgeous orange&white striped blouse [$19]
&darkgreen 3/4 freaking niice [$29]
also got a pair of brown/gold high-heels
from Charles&Keith [$25.80] problem: issues with balance
gorgeousgorgeousgorgeousgorgeousgorgeous
now all i need is a pair of shorts&a shirt

i saw the niicest top at ElectricPop
white with black&grey starrs shirt, :DDD
loose, so can be worn off-shoulder(:. beauti-fool!
but bloody hell it's TWENTY NINE DOLLARS
for a plain white shirt. damnation

the shop's being endorsed by all the 987 DJs :DDD
i took a book with all the DJs modelling their apparel.
i got a gorgeous one of Shan which shre could prob kill for

ohhyea, since i probably cant use the comp tmr
i shud just say this today so someone wont kill me.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JAMIE TEH CHEANPIN!&pleasepleaseplease DONT chase us halfway arnd the world tmr
:DDDDDD

i made a new wallpaper(:
yea, i was playing with my photoshop again
i dl-ed some actions from deviantart, cool


i spent most of today reading Eclipse
i think it's my favourite so far.
i hate New Moon jacob sucks
he sucks even more in Eclipse.
I LOVE EDWARD :DDDD

i went to the library. got 3more books.
all by Nora Roberts. i have no idea what they're abt.
i didnt even bother to read the thingy {preface?}

SEVENTY SEVEN DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY
FIFTY FOUR DAYS TO PRESENTS
went to see nainai today, she's feeling btr(:
brought her out for dinner just now
she ate abit of everything
except the dessert. diabetes
hahhas, nainai was feeding me when jie complained.
so she ended up feeding us both lotsa dessert :DDD

she almost fainted on friday evening but yeye was not home
her sugar levels were too low because of all the medicine
thank God Uncle Glen was driving past, towards a meeting
he hurried home and gave her an injection

i think jie's getting married soon
mummy&daddy mentioned it over dinner to yeye&nainai
something abt having her wedding next november
i love desmond, he's niice :DDDDD

Love Lockdown by Kanye West
I'm not lovin' you, way I wanted to
What I had to do, had to run from you
I'm in love with you, but the vibe is wrong
And that haunted me, all the way home

So ya never know, never never know
Never know enough, 'til it's over love
'Til we lose control, system overload
Screamin' no no no, no no

I'm not lovin' you, way I wanted to
See I wanna move, but can't escape from you
So I keep it low, keep a secret code
So everybody else don't have to know

Chorus:
So keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Keepin ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Now keep ya love locked down, ya love locked down
Now keep ya love locked down, you lose...

I'm not lovin' you, way I wanted to
I can't keep my cool, so I keep it true
I got somethin to lose, so I gotta move
I can't keep myself, and still keep you too

So I keep in mind, when I'm on my own
Somewhere far from home, in the danger zone
How many times did I take
'fore I finally got through
you lose, you lose

I'm not lovin you, way I wanted to
See I had to go, see I had to move
No more wastin' time, you can't wait for life
which is wastin' time, where's the finish line

Chorus

I'm not lovin you, way I wanted to
I bet no one new, I got no one new
I know I said I'm through, but got love for you
But I'm not lovin' you, way I wanted to

Gotta keep it goin', keep the lovin' goin'
Keep it on a roll, only God knows
If I be with you, baby I'm confused
You choose, you choose

I'm not lovin' you, way I wanted to
Where I want to go, I don't need you
I've been down this road, too many times before
I'm not lovin' you, the way I wanted to

Chorus
you lose...you lose...you lose...you lose...