8:02 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
f*ck.
my mum stole my phone and found out.
i'm not so pissed at the finding out part
more pissed at the fact she bloody stole my phone

so great, i'm grounded. who cares,
wasnt planning on going out much since Os are in, what, 2months?
fantastic thing is that she has started planning a daily study schedule

urgh. now, i cant stand being at home
not the studying part. it's the be like AMY part.
i am NOT amy! i dont WANT to be her.
12:00 AM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
it's THREE!
it's the 27th! :D
HAPPY 3rd MONTH :D
iloveyou


3 months very fast
also very slow..
heheheh, i'm crapping :D

thou art bestest!
BIG :D
1:24 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
bad day..
had a horrible dream last night
thank goodness i woke up before jumping..
idk why i have these dreams
idk why i feel so insecure
please promise me you'll never do it?
i dont want what happened in my dream to come true

promise me?


today's papers were horrible ):
didnt finish ss &chem was hard
blurrghhh, i cannot go casino le..

i dont want to give you your present le
who ask you go bluff me!
i shall give it to someone else
or use it for myself :D

only you can fill in the blanks
you know where to go..
7:59 PM
Monday, August 24, 2009
prelims blues.. ):
blurrghh, my tagboard's dying ):

HAHAHHA, i shall keep you in suspense until this thursday :D
&cause you made me happy, i will give you your surprise
but if i not happy then dont give you le :D

THANKS ANGELINE, BESTFRIEND
i shall treat you to haagen daiz okay? :D

I LOVE THIS SONG!
Fireflies by Owl City
You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep 'em in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

i dont like today's lit paper, crapped my way through..
prob get a low B or something.. ):
maths paper wasnt too great either, but can get A bahh :D
tmr history. DIE so many bloody chapters
HOW TO STUDY FINISH!? blurrgghhhhh

i love idiot?
heheheh :D
11:14 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
and now..?
i realise that i've cried more this past week then i have this whole year
why is it that everything suddenly comes all at once?
i want my life back.

now i've told you everything, what's gonna happen?

i think i'm a great actress.
for some reason, it's taken 5years for someone to finally realise what i can do.
&that's still only one person. the one whom i thought i was closest to still doesnt see it.
if you see me acting all happy&high, well, that's exactly what it is. acting
do you honestly think anyone can stay that way all the time?
if you do, get out of the closet. face facts.

spot the differences.
kellieJANE has somehow convinced herself that she shall RULE THE WORLD with stuffed toys, captivating novels and a chocolate addiction! SIXteenyears ago, on the SEVENteenth of JANuary chaos reigned without the FANTABULOUS leadership of KJSHY. With her DEARDEAR, she shall paint the streets with CRIMSON&BLACK stripes while wrecking havoc in her YELLOW Lamborghini. Together, they shall monopolise the transposrt industry of Singapore the WORLD while living in a gorgeous mansion. Thou who crosses thy path shalt die a HORRIGIBLE death, burning in Willy Wonka's incinerator!

kellieJANE rules the world, with stuffed toys, captivating novels and a chocolate addiction! Chaos hit SIXteenyears ago, on the SEVENteenth of JANuary, in the Little Red Dot. Since birth, she has belonged to her beloved SMOTA &recently fell inLOVE with . In TWOyears time, the streets will be wrought with a series disasters and catastrophes, with BRAINS, at the wheel of a YELLOW Lamborghini or a BLACK BMW, racing along with BRAWNS. She will own a gorgeous mansion with her LOVELOVE who will monopolise the transport industry of Singapore the WORLD. Blinded by CRIMSON&BLACK stripes, her rage will result in HORRIGIBLE deaths by burning in Willy Wonka's incinerator!

you never realised how much i've never told you
cause you don't really realise much at all, do you?
so much for sensitivity.
you don't see the things around you, but everyone else does
even the person i've just gotten to know realises
&you think it's all just a great big joke.

i'm sorry, but please tell me?

someone stop me.
3:47 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
i love you forever!
ARGH, my laptop's dying!! it's practically brand new ):
stupidsupidstupid thingy.. i want a new one. BETTER ONE.\

oh. &i want a new phone too :D RED SE W995
i have found the solitary flaw in this phone.
it has no radio. but that's it cause it has everything else
i can live without the radio :D hopefully..

GOT RADIO! it's officially the perfect phone :D

i love this song :D but i cant dl it..
Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls
(Hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
(taste it on my tongue)
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurts
But girl, in case you haven't heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye
(okay!)
There's just one thing
(okay!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I Love you forever
But now it's over

(Hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey! hey!)
Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We're spinning on a roller coaster ride
With the world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
Now im so broken that i can't get up
Oh girl, you make me such a rush

I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye
(Ok!)
There's just one thing
(Ok!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I love you forever
But now it's over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
I'm checking into rehab
Cause everything that we had
Didn't mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk
(But now I'm hungover)
Love is forever
But now it's over

I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it's just a barfight
So just call me crazy
Say hello then goodbye
(Ok!)
There's just one thing
(Ok!)
That would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I love you forever
But now it's over
(Na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na)

Now it's over
Still taste it on my tongue
Now it's over

WE WILL STUDY TOMORROW :D
&i love my new skin!
8:43 PM
Saturday, August 15, 2009
yesterday.
felt horrigible yesterday. well, not just yesterday
the past few days also but cried loads yesterday..
idk why i keep feeling so weird
but talked to idiot yesterday, so felt loads better :D

not feeling good again today
cause cooped up at home ):
cant go out &i dont feel like studying

I FINISHED CHEM 2008! every single qns! minus P1 :D

sorry i keep scaring you..
btw, i think someone burnt down Willy Wonka's incinerator
i can't seem to find it anymore
8:01 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
*pukes*
argh, stuffed. completely.
i think i ate back everything i puked out, and more..

today was great :D
went out with idiot and montant&gf [cant rmb her name..]
hahahs, the 4 of us were being so couple-y..
i like double dates, should do it more often :D
but minus the lan.. oops?

spent most of the day travelling -.-
1 home to bb int [bus]
2 bb int to plaza singapura [mrt]
3 plaza singapura to lan shop [bus]
4 lan shop to bb int [mrt]
5 bb int to home [bus]
i see a pattern here. bus mrt bus mrt bus :D

i cut bangs!
looked horrible on saturday
looked okay yesterday
looked funny today [says idiot]
suddenly my head looks damn round.. LOL

why's it so hard to believe he asked me out??

i wanna post pictures, but there's something wrong with blogger ):