i get pissed really easy nowadays not cause i'm in a bad mood
but cause i realise that if i don't do something, i will never get what i want.
but whenever i do try something, some other thing will get in my way and oppose me.

i hate that.

i hate the fact that when i don't push for something, i don't get it.
but when i DO push, i STILL don't get it. why? it's just the world.

i'm also sick of the fact that they can't stop arguing all the time
whether it's a discussion of what to order from the menu
or who put the damned keys on the table or the 'bad' idea that always crops up.
why can't they just bloody lay off each other and let us have peace?!
not just that. every time an outing gets ruined cause one of you made a useless fuss,
who gets blamed? me. i'm fucking sick of it.

so, sorry if i get pissed and shout at you. i don't mean to shout
it's just the only way i know to let you know how i feel..
cause no one listens to tears

but if you think this applies all the time, tough luck.

sometimes i'm awed when you say: "i wonder where you learnt this from!"