i HATE being screamed at first thing in the morning then getting scolded during the rest of the day for being in a bad mood. HELLO! who was it who got me into this mood in the first place?! fuck it.

*chill, breathe..*

SEZAIRI SUCKS.
tabitha should have won, not even sylvia.

anyway, I HAVE $80 FROM COLINN TO SPEND! :D YAY!
hehehehhe, it's my bday + xmas present from him
sooooo, i'm gonna go out shopping with his gf Mon :D
it's the only way to get him to actually pay for the stuff.
but! idk where to go cause i've ran out of ideas..

suddenly, it doesn't matter that CNY falls on Valentines' Day..

i finally uploaded the video of HOEXIAN DRINKING MUCK :D


somehow, i have convinced myself that i WILL end up in CJC.
i dont know whether that's a good thing or not..
i'm scared that i'll get my hopes up then breakdown
when i realise i was just dreaming.

i don't wanna get my results on the 11th, it's just one week before my birthday.
if my results aren't good enough, my birthday party will be ruined
with all my relatives mourning over my bad results
and my parents will give me hell..

i'm starting to hate life, but i have no idea what to do about it..

I NEED A DATE FOR NEW YEAR'S EVE!
i need a date, like really really REALLY need a date.

yes, it's because i have no one else to spend the New Year with..