my abdomen hurts :/

here's a list of things i'd like to do, but probably wouldn't dare (no particular order)

sky diving
(i'm too chicken to fall thousands of feet from a moving plane)

bungee jumping
(i'm scared of the rope snapping and me dying)

dating a close friend's boyf
(whether ex or not, it's just wrong)

kissing a girl
(actually i dont mind, but doubt i'll find a willing girl)

taking the initiative to ask a guy out
(fear of rejection)

studying law and become a lawyer
(i got a fear of speaking in front of crowds)

joining a singing competition
(stage fright, only acts up during solos)

talking about my "past"
(it's not something very comfortable to talk about)

i cant think of anymore. if i do, i'll post.

TWO DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY! :D
hmmmm, maybe i could ask jie to buy me ALL of those..
the RED long wallet
the RED big pencil case
the RED shoulder bag for school

i am greedy, i know :D

this is FIONA's bubble tea smiley :D

it's in a bowl because hoexian ACCIDENTALLY lost fee's bubble tea straw -.-

this song suddenly started playing in my head:

Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon
I am everything you want, I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be
I say all the right things at exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why