so much for family. they dont even know me. i dont know what the fuck they've been doing for the last 16 years of my life. sure, they care. if they cared, they would've known that the more they try to force me, the more i will resist. then again, they wouldn't know. they never found out that i spent the last few weeks leading to my PSLE going to the arcade on the pretext that i had remedials. even though i brought a change of clothes, they never realised. family what do they care about? my life seems more to be a business transaction than an actual life. no no, she doesn't need encouragement, just scold her whenever she does badly and completely ignore it when she does well. it doesn't matter how she feels, it's just another investment.
fuck.

i know i'm ranting, but i can't help it.

why does it feel like we're drifting apart?
i think it's my fault, i'm sorry i keep blaming you

school today was complete crap.
the talks were stupid&boring.

i've NEVER done so badly for chem before..
this is a horrible time to fail, just before my Os
i can only be glad this ISN'T my Os.

does anyone know when's the CJC open house this year?

&i've decided that i wanna do Leisure & Resort Management
but not in poly. i WILL do well for Os. i WILL do well for As.

oh, FINALLY!! i've got an email & a call from Gap :D
i can go collect my Gap 1969 Premium Jeans le
too bad only can collect at Suntec City..
maybe i'll do it next friday if there's time before my concert :D
I'M GOING FOR F1 ROCKS! gonna see NO DOUBT! GWEN STEFANI!!