today was a longlonglonglong day D:
this is a very dry post D:

woke up this morning &didnt feel like going to church
now i feel guilty for not going to church D:

went to jay's house for Fathers' Day lunch
i ate their signature fried chilli fish, SPICY!
after lunch i got bored, adults were talking/mahjong-ing/tv-ing
kids were computer-ing. i was playing DS, POKEMON RANGER :D
but got bored after like 1hour? urgh.
so tried reading my book, got bored too ):

then went to temasek club for badminton/swimming/K-ing
i dont play badminton [for OBVIOUS reasons], neither do i sing karaoke [dont like it]
i WAS gonna swim, but the pool was freaking crowded, so didnt

while cousins were playing badminton, i was playing English Chess on DS
i lost every single game i played ): but it was fun :D
played pokemon ranger while they swam. played until batt went red, oops?
im Rank 3 now! :D in the middle of clearing the sewage of Grimers

had cake, jarrel's birthday apparently, didnt know XD
HAPPY BIRHTDAY JAREL :D
&HAPPY FATHERS' DAY :D
to all papas out there!

appreciate your parents people!
they're the most important people in your life

i just read CP's post. about the half-year mark thing
well, i obviously cant say the same things as her
but i think mistakes are like the whole dead&gone scene
it's gone and it wont come back
why dont simply learn from them and try something else?
no point harping on the fact something is done; you cant undo it

dont criticise me by saying i have a great family &more understanding parents and that sort of shit
i am bloody sick&tired of that nonsense
i have what i have because of what i make of what i was given
i get what i have because i work for it and earn it

get my drift?
there's more to say, but that would be picking&pulling out one solitary person, so i wont do it.