argh, i'm still sick. didnt go choir this morning
couldnt go church either. sobs, or my movie with joan..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DR STELLA :D
sorry i never celebrate with you! hope the cake was nice(:

everytime i eat my medicine, my nose clears for like 2hours.
then it gets blocked again. same thing for my throat. arghh!

shan&rozz was soo cooooll on wednesday :D
like 6+ &suddenly everything was in chinese &they played some jay chou song
lol, i went around switching channels for a while
before deciding that it's an April Fools' Day joke :D

i cant hear myself when i talk! NIGHTMARE COME TRUE
argh, die! cant hear my own gorgeous voice. sobs..

i realise what i hate about SYF is that you train for months and months
only to have your 'fate' to be decided within minutes by complete strangers.

my head hurts again. goodnight

my voice is sooo hawt.
i seriously can barely hear myself.
argh.

i think that people who ask "are you okay?" after you get hurt are the dumbest asses in the world. i mean, you got hurt! OBVIOUSLY you're NOT okay! okay means "im not hurt" not "i can answer your question, hence [by default] im 'okay'". so if there are idiots in the world who feel completely insulted when they get a biting remark from someone who's hurt, dont be surprised caused you deserve it when someone says "im perfect and now my day is really complete cause whenever im in tremendous amounts of pain, i like to answer obvious questions" oh, you know what is annoying about being so completely sarcastic? every now and then you meet a bunch of people who are either completely naive or geniuses who can somehow work around your sarcasm.

the lozenges the doctor gave me tastes nice :D

it's scary when some things come out from nowhere..
twice this year; stop.

SYF in twelve days, are we prepared, honestly?
i know the answer, we all do; but do we want to face it?

chicken rice from dover road tastes like crap.
barely any chicken, rice is too wet, chilli is tasteless.
but i did NOT eat any chilli! :D

I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT! :D
too bad he's gay.. argh

my head hurts.

What Hurts the Most by Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do