7:29 PM
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Dreams
I realised that I plan my dreams at night.

Before I fall asleep,
I think about dreaming.
About what I like, or how I feel
Then, I fall asleep

Only, when I wake up,
I can't remember any of my dreams,
Even though I know I had some.

I realised that this morning,
While talking to BonBon.
I tried searching my mind for my dreams,
But couldn't find any.

I think, most of the time,
My dreams have something to do with boys.
Mostly, PUP and some unknown others.
Or with me getting something I really want.

How do I know?
Because I remember
Thinking about them the night before,
And smiling myself to sleep.

It feels weird when I don't remember.
Like it's something right in front of me
But I just can't seem to reach it,
To grab it.

When I do remember,
It's usually because something happens,
And that something, I've seen somewhere before.
In my dreams.